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2006-12-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

okay guys. stop for a while. gonna revise. oh god. when will we stop mugging notes and you know.... eat chips and watch friends all day!! ahhhhhhhh! ok lar. love you all. muacks!

2006-11-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

2006-11-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

2006-11-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

Guys, this is just a layout to show you guys roughly how its gonna be.. issit too ugly?
What colour themes you guys wants? weee.. i love all my girls! and you, yah you reading this now! haha. okok buffay is mad... so howww laaah??

2006-09-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

Im such a bad blogger. I cant even put a pic up in the center. Somebody help me please?

2006-09-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

OK. Seriously. Good luck to all of you going for your Gerontology posting.

It sucks. The only thing i like is the fact that their urinals are super cute, the flooring is rubber so when you push a super heavy patient, there's no screeching and yah, the therapies. =p. I spend most of my time there playing are torturing the oldies. yeah.

Ok. I went to the Conference thingy about ORNC. Operating Room Nurses Capability. haha. Actually, im not sure what the C stand for. I felt honoured is a certaind kind of way being one of the only 4 students invited for the conference, and yet they put me incharge of IT. Thanks to my friend who told Mdm Suzanne that im good @ IT. I noe! So the oh not me.

The talk was good lar actually. All of the nurses are so tai-tai. Im so jealous.

Dear, can i be your tai-tai please? I promise I'll be good and buy lots lots of undies ok?

Ok lar, Im sick again. Im so sick of being sick. Flu, fever..and guess from whom i caught it? Its my lecturer...~ hah!

Ok buy, much love. I so love my sister. I cant wait to do my hair. oohwee.

Is anyone up for swimming @ the bb csc? Its like the 2nd Fantasy Island! This sunday..tribs..like finally we can swim!

2006-09-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

Ok lar. I admit it. I'll miss my IMH patients. I mean, I already missed them,not the "oo-miss-you-so-much" kinda thing. Oh well, you know.

Thanks to all the patients of IMH, eventhough there's not much or should I say no nursing skills to be applied or learned, infact, I did learned alot of stuff. They've touched me deep in. The nurses there, especially the SAN Lee, they way she cared and loved the patient there really turned me into emotinal state.Not only the nurses, the patients themself. Cleaning for their other friends, waking up in the morning and helping to bathe their friends, changed and make bed for their friends who can't do it themself,care for their friend,kiss them,sayang them,feed them, mop the floor when their friends passes urine on the floor, empty urinals for them, and they even put on gloves and clean their friend's buttocks after they passed motion,yup, pratically with their hands and soap! I came to realise, even the nurses at the general ward uses brown wool, wont even be as clean as how they did it in IMH, the patient i mean.
Im touched,really I am.

While taking my 2nd break, it suddenly hit me that I'll be missing them,so guess what? haha. Thanks to my beloved sister for buying me my new toy, I went into their dorm and disturbed their sleep just to video record their normal behaviour. hehe. Im gonna upload the video to youtube, but the only problem is that i can't post the code to the video here..help me somebody?

Well, in my defence, the patients aren't asleep anyway and they're so happy to see us.
Where can u get responses like this outside? No no.

Before we went off, SAN Lee said to me..
"my dear girls, now that you've posted here and have some experienced about the "abnormal" patient and their behaviours, if it happens that you have a child like them, you'll know how to handle them confidently. and god has a reason to make us normal and not like them and you should be glad...."

Isn't she sweet? She inspired me alot alot when i first posted there,really. Thank you SAN Lee.

Ok, Im gonna sleep. So tired and Im quite nervous about the conference this saturday! I mean lawyers & doctors from overseas coming and we're force to wear skirts by mdm suzanne...like hello??

human rights violation.

I'll try to post the videos online. This is Malvi Othman, a cantonese cum malay mix handsome boy & one of the cutes yet noisy-est patient of all...and we all love him! =)

2006-09-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

ok. Wati has been asking me to updates. I did. She did not. hfffft!

okok! yey! i bought my new toy. taaaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

nice right.the phone is ok. just that its bulky,like me. ho ho. i wanted the Green,but as i guessed in, the only got pink. Whats up with that man, and they told me Starhub bought it all from them. Get the joke? Starhub all greeny and stuff? Yup i know, lame.

oklar. poor thing azry. work so hard yet low pay. I know lar still under probation, well, this is his last man, i hope he'll be ok the next man. Im just so glad that he got a job, but i wanna spedn time with me.

Last time, i used to see the future together with him so clear in this sick mind of mine, but now, the picture seems to get blurrer and blurrer. the question is... why??

oklar. i need to sleep. ive been pooping all thanks to wati's laxatives sweets. should have just given it to the patients..hahaha.

well, tomorrow is my last day @ IMH. I must say, i ratther attend to all the 47 patients in my cubicle rather than that stupid fool bed 42.

the worst patient ever is one who is not in A class, stay there for free and yet ordered nurses around as if he's the president's son. and by this, I am so getting out of here!

Tribzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! take me awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

ps: wati, dah update dah. aaaakikikikiki. no! no naughty ah! poh wa la! pow wa la!

okokbye.

2006-09-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

Yey! Finally i bought a nice black top and a nice black flare skirt that I've eyed like hell since I saw it @ Dorothy Perkins. So yah, yey! Cant wait to wear it. I think it'll be quite suitable for the conference thingy that Yourui got me into and i got CCA points. Woowee!

Went out with my sister yester,shoppping for my clothes and corothy perkins yesterday.Went to eat @ Sakura and then to BioSkin to collect my sister's receipt for her facial so as to CLAIM from the force. Yah! I know, they get paid 125$ for "personal grooming".! Wtf, do nursing board have that service? and my sister think that personal grooming is more important in nursing that the force. And the pay check she gets, oh I nearly quit nursing immediately. No no, Trust me.

So my sister went off, and bestee and me went off to marina square.We bored. So so bored and thats went it hit me! Street Style Slam, since we're already there, might as well watch it. Plus, I like Sheikh Haikel,he's so funny and cute and he really interacted with the audience. The performance there was cute,especially Shereen. Ryan said she's like a little diva and i totally agree with him.

What? Whose Ryan? haha. Its Ryan Conferido from the Sick Step crew! and yupyups, the winner of "So you think you can dance...?" Oh my god. and the reason is stayed all the way is because of Ryan Conferido and Victor Kim! I so got a small tiny winny crush on Victor Kim. Not being racism, but if I were to ask what type of chinese guys i like, it would be like Victor Kim and also Piere Png. =).
Whaaaaaaaaatt?!
hffft!

I managed to get the video of kim & ryan work their ass out & I personally think that kim is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than ryan. =],
judge it for yourself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoXQYhJkoKM

okok.enough of kim. and i cant seem to post the video directly in my post. wth.

Azry has been scolding me for these pass few days. Over nothing. =(
Why??

Oklar, i need to clean my house as a thank you for my sister. No no, Im always hardworking. =/ and yes, part of it is also that she's going to buy me a new toy! I'll revealed the new toy soon aite?

No, its not a barbie or a cat.
How i wish it was a cat.
But this toy is waaaaaaaaaaaaay better!
Stay tuned.

2006-09-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

By Neville D'CruzMELBOURNE, Sept 4 (Bernama) -- Steve Irwin, the "Crocodile Hunter", well-known to Malaysians for his TV wildlife documentaries, is dead after being attacked by a stingray in the Great Barrier Reef during the filming of a new TV series.The 44-year-old's heart is believed to have been pierced by the stingray's barb.He was filming an underwater documentary at Batt Reef near the Low Isles, about 32 nautical miles off Port Douglas, north Queensland, when the tragedy occurred.According to a Queensland Ambulance Service spokesman, an ambulance chopper made an emergency flight to an island in the area just after 11am Monday.An intensive care doctor and a paramedic attempted to treat the popular crocodile wrangler who had a puncture wound in the left side of his chest but without success.He was pronounced dead on the island, and his body is now being flown to Cairns.Professor Geoff Jones, of James Cook University's Marine Biology Department, said he did not want to speculate on what Irwin was doing when struck by the stingray but that it must have been unusual.He said it was possible the barb alone, regardless of the stingray's toxin, had been responsible for the death."It's a bit like being stabbed with a bayonet," he said. "If it stays in, you can survive, but if it's withdrawn, whipped in and out, then I don't think you can survive the bleeding."Irwin, known worldwide as the Crocodile Hunter, is famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife and his catchcry "Crikey!".He had also starred in movies and developed the Australia Zoo wildlife park, north of Brisbane, which was started by his parents Bob and Lyn Irwin.Irwin and his wife Terri have two children: a daughter, Bindi Sue Irwin, eight, and son, Robert (Bob) Clarence Irwin, three. The family was trekking in Tasmania when the death occurred.Bob was involved in a controversial incident in January 2004, when his father dangled him near a crocodile at Australia Zoo.Child welfare and animal rights groups criticised his actions as irresponsible and tantamount to child abuse.Irwin said any danger to his son was only a perceived one and that he was in complete control of the situation.In June 2004, Irwin came under fire again when it was alleged he came too close to and disturbed some whales, seals and penguins while filming a documentary in Antarctica.Interacting with Antarctic wildlife in a disapproved manner may be a breach of Australian federal and international laws. But the issue ended without charges being filed.-- BERNAMA

I dont know why. I was bumped about his news. Yah, i know i hate Crocs, but watching the amazing passion he have for animals & while life nature, leaving behind his wife & 2 small kids. Oh my god. I was sad yesterday and i went straight home to check the net cause` i couldnt believe it when Daniel Ong announced it on air. -.-"Bye Mr Steve Irwin, You'll be missed.

Ok. IMH. I guess its kinda boring. Cause` all we do is observe and just help around which is so minimal. That make time pass super very very extra long. But, now i found it was ok afterall. I guess the first day I wasnt prepared to have patients digging their assholes and then grab your hand, walking around naked, eh wait, no no, jumping around naked, masturbating to door. I know you might think their disgusting, but to me, unique there are. I admit, at first I was scared,to death. If they gave me a choice, i rather work in NUH for 2 more weeks. The moment you entered the ward, all of them rushed to the transparent door and stare at you,waving at you. Ok back to their "unique-ness",being a nurse really made me a different person, I truly accepted who they are. For example, i remembered when me and a few of azry's friend was @ azry's house. We saw a man urinated and wet his pants in front of the lift. Once the lifted open, they were shocked and jerked away. I know, its an "automatic" response.But today, I realised its very unprofessional to jerked away when the patient did something what the others might say "disgusting", to me, its a-ok. But of course, in my heart, I'll be goin.."oh what the fuck....." haha. Sheessh! Tomorrow im on PM shift. I hope it'll be ok. The staff nurse from china, is such a good nurse. Eventhough there's nothin much to do around there, the staff nurse will never be free. Just observe.. I guess, as the saying goes...

"a nurse will never say there's nothing to do while on duty...."

2006-09-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

Went out with bestiboo. We were bored,broke & boring. 3 B's! OKOK, we ended up in West Mall. Called up Tribz but she was down with fever and flu. I hope she's ok now. Cant wait to see her @ IMH.

Ok. I need money. I need to work.(eee dont want)

Oh btw, for those of you with SCV Cabel, try watching Channel 70. Its AMAZING.Trust me. Im addicted to it! Bye, gonna watch it now.

2006-09-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

I had Friday, Saturday & Sunday off. I thought it would be a fun weekend, but its NOT. Its boredom. Yes i get to rest,so much that i've got headache. Wanted to go out,but im broke. seriously. I lost 50 bucks. How more pathetic can my life be? Haiz. I really feel like working. But how to? haha. Yah yah if there's a will there's a way, but my schedule is so tight. Considered me being super lucky having a 3 days off alright. Its very rare. Trust me.

Next week will be attached to IHM. Its like so far from my house. Thank got there's a stright bus there. The only problem is that the bus stop i'll be alighting is far away from IMH. Oh my god. I seriously dunnoe what to expect from IMH. Some told me its boring, some told me its fun. -.-". Oh well, time will tell.

Hokay. I've had it. Enough is enough. So what if Siti Nurhaliza is married? What if Siti Nurhaliza's husband is old enough to be your dad or may i say grand dad & uncle? So what if Siti Nurhaliza is now called as Datin Siti Nurhaliza? So what if people think the reason for marriage is because of money? So what if people think their marriage wont last and that their marriage is not cause of love? So what if you think her wedding gown sucks? So what?

Come on lar. Get over it already. Its so lame. Just be happy that their married. If you think their marriage wont last, give them ure prayers or blessing. Not curse and swear and sarcasm. Oh god. Get a life please.Or maybe you should be glad that she's married, so that your bored typically boyfriend will no longer go ga-ga over her.

Ok fine. Im gonna eat you tiao with bestie ramizah later. Im so bored. Gonna stick to tv later. My sister is on morning shift & Life as we know it will be on 6pm-8pm. Yes! Back to back episode. Im so happy. Its been weeks since i watch my fav. show. Aint gonna miss it anymore.

Sorry bestie didnt go to your house. Actually i wanted to chill over her house. Cook something and eat and chill and watched tv and talk about everything under the sun. But as you guessed it correctly, laziness got the best of me. Oh wait, no no, not only me, Ramizah too!

Oklar, gonna gat my you tiao. But of course, i'll have to bathe first. -.-"

PS: I think im starting to smell like my bantal busuk everyweekends. haha. I bet azry can get his hands and lips off me when i smell that good!

2006-08-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ok. Went to Wati's house after work. So fun the osim. Really like got hands massaging you sey. Cool shit. & her cat, oh god so cute! and thanks to mala, her cat will just hide under the blanket all the while we're there.

bummer.

okla. i love nurulaini's cat. i cant wait for my sister to get married and adopt a cat! or 3 cats,maybe?!

hahah. oklar. im tired. azry is so busy working, i feel like we're just getting together haha.

& finally, i would like to wish azry and myself,

Happy Annivesarry!!

ok, i just so hate people celebrating monthly annivesarry, its like so lame. might as weel make it every 5 mins your together. -.-" wth. okok. bye,much love.

2006-08-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

OK. I bumped azry. 16 missed calls, what do you expect? Im so sorry. I was so carried away by musa bestie's dad's birthday party.

Ho ho ho.

It was a party full of grannies. Trust me. But the food was nice & yupyups, the birthday cake is nice.

Oh well, Happy Birthday Mr Haniffa! And thanks for having me, over smelly musa.

Meeting azry tomorrow. Go slim lim. Yah, something to do with his computer. *yawns* I can never click with IT. I dunnoe why. But i like using them though,but to repair? Oh No No No No Way.

so yar, went for the London Weight Management. haha. It's a rather relaxing theraphy for me. But i would agree with angela(musa's friend) that the steam bath is so a mental torture. REALLY. and the hot blanket, haha, I feel like screaming my ass out! But it was a great experience. As much as i would love to sign up for it, my pocket is super duper empty. Hence, azry gave me a call right before i enter the outlet and wardned me not to sign up for anything. Hah. Guess the boyfriend know me well. =)

Ok lar. Some pics. Me and ramizah together without pics?? haha.

Impossible.

Ok. I know i look sucks. But i like my hair in the piv but i cant turn it vertically and post. Told you me and IT are like so eeew. Ok lar, wanted to jog tomorrow, but im meeting azry so cancelled. I really need to start joggin next week end. Sorry bestie, have fun with your mommie. haha. So fun run with mom.=/

2006-08-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

Mistakes, everyone does it. Me, you, them, the apprentice even donald trump(no offence though). I mean, come'on. every Tom,Dick & Hairy does it. Just a matter how bad the consequences are and how you look @ the mistakes in ure angle. *yawns*

Ok, Now, why am i talking about mistakes??

Learned a new lesson today. Never wait for a patient no matter how thrilling it'll be, being it a confidential case or whatever.Hence, Mala's imagination ran wild totally.I mean, she even thought it was a celebrity.

Ho ho ho. And to think we waited for "her" when im suppose to be going home after 3 dayS AM Shift.

Aint nothing to blog.

Do you guys have any lobang to get money? I need to work, terribly.

Im so suffocated........yups, FINANCIALLY.

Tcher asked me if im financially secured & that im interested in taking bonding sponsorship. Im so the tempted i tell you. Hah. It'll be good to have all the money. I've still yet to get back to her about this matter. And yupyups, my asnwer wll be a NO.

I wanna go out from here. =(

Just pack me a luggage will ya?

"Contradictors are just another word for Loosers ..... " - random

2006-08-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

I missed my friends,
I missed crapping with then in the MRT otw school & otw home.
I missed taking pics with them.
I missed dreaming with them.
I missed Cluster H, especially the "picture-taking-pic"
and yesyes, I miss my Azry too.

*yawns*

Fyi, taufik is in musical!! Ahhhh..reminds how i used to be in the musical. Awww..i miss being small and shamelessly dancing and making cute-not-so-cute faces at the audience.

Ho ho ho.

Take me back to school pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee & please throw all the mats&minahs away from my school. Eh, wait wait, throw them from the cafe! Far far awayyyyyyyyyyy!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!

Ok tmr pm shift and tmr my sister coming home! Yey! Yey! Yey! She bought me stuff!

"you're so fucking special......."-Creep,Radiohead.

2006-08-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

Ok, azry mad @ me for cabbing home. He hated it when i "waste" money especially cabbing home. Haiz. Im sorry. Im tired.

If only he lived nearer. wth.

Watched Dragon Tiger Gate. I love that movie!!!!! Nicholas Tse lost alot alot of weight, or issit me not keeping up to date? Its very rare for me to drools for chinese actor, no offence cause the only chinese show i watched was The Unbeatables and all with Stephen Chow in it. But, this one is a yummies droolies!!

And i dunnoe why im tired. Seriously. I blame the ward. Its so hectic that even weekends spent @ me are not enough to cover up that one week of work in that ward. Oh god. Please made me stronger. I promise i'll be good.

While thinking in the cab otw home. I think Gerontology posting @ simei will be quit okay. I get to meet azry and go home together,thats if his boss were'nt sending him home and that he dont mind going home with me.

Saw the ure pic taufik!! haha. cannot wait to post it at my tag eh. Thanks btw. Well, it my defence, thank god the dinner sucks, but i think, its the people that counts, the atmosphere spent with the people. sigh.

I hope azry realise. "Its not all about doing what you love, its doing with the people that you love that counts.." haiz.

I wonder if our relationships will ever bloom....again? Or will it just be this sour. *sobs*

Btw, i hope azry's grandma will be ok. She was found bubbling in her mouth and blood in urine. hmmmm. *finger cross*

Ok. Im gonna lie down and wax myself (my sister is off to BALI & there's no one to brazilan wax me) and watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Yupyups, Im DEAD tired. HAH!

Oh, btw, i saw Dir En Grey pics on Azry,s friend acc! AHHHHHHH!
i miss JROCK! gonna put Kyo's pic!!
bye

2006-08-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

Didnt i told you guys i was bored? Well, i still am i did nothing productive today. I felt bad not going fot the dinner, so i did something for me to appreciate the moments. See,

Thanks to my friend i get to take photos with Sheik Haikel. Is that the correct spelling? oh well, goal goal goal, i got the pic!

And i felt bad not doing anything much productive, so i thought to myself, i need to jog and i got myself a date! My jog-buddy ramizah, who fyi claims she lost 4kg and just put on 700kg. Congrats ramizah.

ps: I noe i noe! i should learn from her.

Im jogging today after months of not jogging is a good sign ok?! its vry unlikely you get that from the plain lazy me.

Ok, i'll go bathe now or maybe later. I got nothing to do! Seriously. Bingz,Taufikz & Fatin sure'lly be having fun with the rest of Cluster H. ok lar. Bye =(

2006-08-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

Ok. Its just me and my 2nd brother. My sister is shopping @ Bali now, my 1st brother is @ Sarawak with his gf and my mom is @ malaysia eating durian! And my 2nd brother and me are left back here in this pathetic home! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Take me awayyyy....~

Ok. Im tired lar. I really have no mood to go to the NDP Appreciation Dinner....its like so far awayy.. and i have to go Simei for my Gerontology Attachment. =/

Im bored. Im tired.

OH!, fyi, i dreamt last night. Its about dear and me got robbed at a fancy restaurant. yah, no really "robbed" as in the restaurant was charging us for all those meal that we didnt order. yupyups i know! So the HA-HA-LAME right?

I blame My wife and Kids the show.

Oklarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! Im Bored. Bye!

2006-08-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

"I dont miss you. I miss who i thought you were"-non other than one and only Sharon Trribiani.

I got nothin much to say. Im in great pain. Physical and emotionally. It hurts so bad that if im admitted, I'll probably need doses of morphine. Really, i swear. I can turn, it hurts when i sleep, it hurts when i sit, it hurts when i walk..haiz.

and he, he doesnt know how much he's hurting. Im sad.

Take me, please take me out of here. I dont want to go oversea.

Bye,

2006-08-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

"A guy can just as easily dump you if you fuck him on the first date as he can if you wait until the tenth." -Samantha Jones

so so so the true! ho ho ho. but yup, imagine you're the one..so so hurting.

oklar. the bottom line is i really miss my dose my Sex and The City. ahh. please please get me a new modem. :(

so the Clinic B posting sucks and doing the posting together with mara, double sucks.

really. i swear to god. she didnt do anything willingly. all she did are those on the logbook that have skills to be signed. then what if you graduated? you're gonna go around and get signatures?? -.-" fuck la ok. i hope you suffers. *slap self*

no no bad sue.

Ohwell, she's so bad that even her future ward staff will know it the moment she apply. =/

plus the Staff nurse keep on asking me to wear mask or ask me to go home cause im still sick. apparently the weekends aint enough for me. :/ But there's no way im gonna go home or get an MC, replacement at Clinic B?! No please No.

Yup. my day was boring . All i did is dressing and remove sutures and assist in apply plaster case. bleurgh,thats right!

NDP Motivators Appreciation Dinner is this Saturday! and i really really wanna go!! But my cousins from malaysia is in town and she's going home on Friday and she's really really begging me to bring her out. ahhhhhh. how?? My mom's going home on Friday and my sister is leaving for BALI that friday too. Like hello??

I was talking to azry about my sister leaving, hehehe and ask him to take me on a airplane to somewhere else even though its malaysiaor UK? . hahaha. and yupyups, he said OK.

Well it better be hokay. its on my awaiting list just fyi. *fingers cross*

Oh did i mention im chaging my blog layout? i did didnt i? now where's the new modem?? and fyi, im changing the url too since azry is not using his blog.

ok lar. Grey's Anatomy is today and tomorrow is my AM Shift. haiz. guess i'll (my sister) will have to buy Grey's Anatomy DVD Series too. haha.

muchlove,

2006-08-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

i so wanna watch this show. the baby penguin is so cute plus it has all the good actors!
Elijah Wood, Robin Williams, Nicole bla bla bla... power!

i wanna watch Helen the baby fox too. =(

anyone wanna give me money??

ho ho ho. ok im sick. byes.

ps: hope taufik get well too. he sebok sebok get flu also. =/

2006-08-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

yey. im so happy i get a good tagboard. i dont fancy one actually, its so the eeew. but then this one made me wanna have one. weee. so u guys have no excuse not give me photos to see hor.

ps: its, fatin,taufik,tribz and bingz!

yah. i want the ndp pics. my sister gonna buy a new modem sooooooooooon! yey!

oklar. the flu bug not only decided to visit my comp, it visited me too! a whole lot of bug i think!

oh my god. working in this ward is so the "can-mati-already" you know.

but its ok! more things to learned and plus, behind got all the dirty dressings ands lots lots of insulin to give! i miss jab-ing stuffs or especially into people. ho ho ho.

ok, my mom really think that i wann join the force. haha. im kidding lar. im gonna be a nurse ok.

oh, no no. let me correct that.

im gonna be a nurse in UK! weeee!

i was on duty at the NDP Show for fyi.
and we totally rocks the stadium. took pics with shek haikel and all. gonna edit an post it up ok. by next week i guess. promise. i never thought i'll say this, but i kinda miss NDP Trainings. =(

oh no no no emo. so eee. oklar, gonna do dressing fir my sister burned-legs. ho ho. yupyups, and unsterelised one! wee..am i a good nurse or what? bleurgh! but its clean ok. pffft! ok bye.

2006-08-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

ok. so many to tell and im dead tired.

first thing up, im gonna change my layout! well, that's if, i got my new modem for my internet.

i lost my internet connection and now mala's signing up for one. like hello sister mala??

next, im gonna see tribz and bingz and taufikz and fatinz tomorrow for the NDP Show! i love watching fireworks with them especially in that big stadium. like hello? its the last time and i get to be there and also, im like right under the firwork! oh my god oh my god! am i happy or what??

yup. last sat i guess, followed my sister to SGH together with kak wati and her bf, hans. my sister leg was practiacally burn and its a first degree burn! which fyi, the most painful compared to the 2nd and 3rd degree hokay. her legs looks like and roasted duck of when u tied a person up and wacked them up? yah. just imagine those lines and blister all over!! so got a call from my sister on her way home from work, she was crying by the roadside like a little girl lost in a big big super market! if it weren't for my spoiled modem, her pics would have been up by now... ho ho ho. and when she got to the a&e, the staff nurses asked her if she's hairy. haha. so funny.
so beware girls.

she's better now. did dressing for her just now. haha. un-steriled dressing. buts i can say its clean ok. my sister even bought that disinfectant and spray it al over my room!! im so angry that SGH didnt change her dressing and its been 3 days. if its not for that cute malay doctor..hfff!

so you noe abt the whole small prob that sister made it big and ugly about the ngtube, mala told the ward staff nurses about it and they like pratically laughed out loud! hff.. why must it be me?? and she even wants me to go home and read my practical book? kookoo man sister. i fee like shouting at her or even laminating the whole ngt prodcedure and give to her! ahh! but afterall, she's still my seniors and my "sister" eeew, so being the goody to shoes me, im just going listen to her with my ears closed!! yah u read it right.

yay. my sister and azry wanna buy me a new mobile. *roLLS* oh well, keep my finger cross aite and tribz!!! buy also larrrr....

i realised how i get so closed to ah mahs. haha. today a new makcik salmah. she resembles my mom like 95percent! really...im not lying. all the same, except different people ..how weird is that.

same height. no teeth. and absolutely adorable. mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! are u??

mommys coming to singapore on thursday!! yahoo yahooo yahooo! oh no! i need to loose weight.
saw zainab in the train morning, she said i loose some weight. haha. issit? nah, i think i put on more weights..if only what she said would be true... hfff..!

i aready thought of a new log layout..can someone please give me a modem! ohh poor me!

when will attachment ends?!!! i hate it.

2006-08-04T17:40:00.001+08:00

hokay. i gotta keep this short and sweet. and yupyups, my comp is still down with flu and its my bro comp to the rescue.

ho ho ho.

well, im sad. between me and the ward sister..bla bla bla. in my defence, wasnt everyone given a one chance profile? does being a nurse eliminates the one chance profile? hmm. if so. then its my beat. but i totally freaked out. like hello..suddenly you have to insert NG with a sister...maybe you wouldn't lar. but i did ok. i totally freaked out. AND YES, IM SADDNED BY IT LAR. but still, i dont think she's a good eg of a sister. so what the fuck. and its not because of this thingy hor.

and fyi, im talking to her just because of my lembek tcher. hahas. yah, she keep asking me to talk to sister..so im just gonna close my ears and perhaps my eyes too? can i. i dowan to se her larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..walau!

after two night shift, im so tired and yes. im sick! flu! fever! bla bla bla. thank god there's no NDP training..but i wanna go out with my asses. =( hope i'll get well.

and i wanna go and hug my boyfriend.

okok. something funny that keep me like going for night shft.

bed 14 uncle: nurse ah! nurse! i want to vomit.(mumbling like hell)

nurse: sorry? you want to vomit? okok i get u a tray ok.hold on.

nurse: nah uncle. can vomit already

bed 14 uncle: i cannot vomit ah. i cannot vomit unles you rub me....(pulls down pants and show kookoo berd)

nurse: RUB WHAT! (walk away) ho ho ho.

but this uncle is funny lar. he's so big and so hard to move him. and he alwasy sleep with his kookooberd showing off. aiyoh. so funny. and every time i walk pass, i have to cover his ber with blanket lar, even pillow too.

while spoging and 5am.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh. head pain head ah. put pillow pu pillow. (still mumbling)
and the pillow is like under the head.

nurse: uncle ah. we going to shift you up ok?

bed 14 uncle: huh? pain ah head. pillow pillow.

nurse: okok. we shift you up ok. 1...2...3..

we pulled, very very hard. and yes, he didnt move not even one cm!

nurse: aiyoh uncle. cannot lar. uncle, you move ureself ok. come come, push with your leg lar uncle.

bed 14 uncle: *pushes himself up* aiyoh. cannot lar. bery heaby lar. wah so heaby.

nurse: haha. uncle you beri funny arh! try again lar.

bed 14: aiyoh cannot cannot. veri heaby.

nurse: haha. who heaby? you or me?

bed 14 uncle:(smile and sleep) eh, head pain head pain.

nurse: then you dowan to move, come uncle u sleep straight lar.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh cannot cannot, bery heavy. head pain ar.

hahaha. like hellow? uncleeeeeeeeee!! so funny.

bed 14 uncle: nurse ah. i want to urine.

nurse: okok. nah urinal. you dolw ah.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh. cannot lar. you hold you hold.

nurse: (seeing the patient not able to reach) ah. okok. quick urine.

bed 14 uncle: holds the urinal and pee.

nurse: (doing her own work, cleaning the spoging trolley) uncle, ok already?

bed 14 uncle: (sleeps and pee all over the bed!)

nurse: alamak uncle, what happen?

bed 14 uncle: wet wet. change ah.

nurse: (like hello????) ah okok. uncle, u so funny lar.

bed 14 uncle: aiyah. urine cannot, mve also cannot. better die lar. aiyoh. pain pain.

nurse: hahahaha. where can say like that. ok lar later i take new pants for you ah.

haha. funny u noe the unclee. he keeps me awake during both my night shifts. i kinde like night shifts actually and i realise its because there's no one to disturb u. no relatives, no doctors doing rounds. and you fell so nice walking in the dark. haha. and it doens matter to me that they put me in charge of 3 6 bedders cubicles, it feels like one. really. ad when they heard the parameters trolley, they all wake up. hehe.

nurse: ey, tak tido?

patient: hahaha. tido lar. mmg dah time dier dah datang..

aww. sweet ey. and eveytime i wake them up to take para, they'll say good morning then ZZzZzZzZZ~ hahaha.

i kinda like night shift, especially with all the good stuff around! haha. fun fun.

ok fine. this enrty is not that short and sweet. hfff!

2006-08-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

hokay. i gotta keep this short and sweet. and yupyups, my comp is still down with flu and its my bro comp to the rescue.

ho ho ho.

well, im sad. between me and the ward sister..bla bla bla. in my defence, wasnt everyone given a one chance profile? does being a nurse eliminates the one chance profile? hmm. if so. then its my beat. but i totally freaked out. like hello..suddenly you have to insert NG with a sister...maybe you wouldn't lar. but i did ok. i totally freaked out. AND YES, IM SADDNED BY IT LAR. but still, i dont think she's a good eg of a sister. so what the fuck. and its not because of this thingy hor.

and fyi, im talking to her just because of my lembek tcher. hahas. yah, she keep asking me to talk to sister..so im just gonna close my ears and perhaps my eyes too? can i. i dowan to se her larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..walau!

after two night shift, im so tired and yes. im sick! flu! fever! bla bla bla. thank god there's no NDP training..but i wanna go out with my asses. =( hope i'll get well.

and i wanna go and hug my boyfriend.

okok. something funny that keep me like going for night shft.

bed 14 uncle: nurse ah! nurse! i want to vomit.(mumbling like hell)

nurse: sorry? you want to vomit? okok i get u a tray ok.hold on.

nurse: nah uncle. can vomit already

bed 14 uncle: i cannot vomit ah. i cannot vomit unles you rub me....(pulls down pants and show kookoo berd)

nurse: RUB WHAT! (walk away) ho ho ho.

but this uncle is funny lar. he's so big and so hard to move him. and he alwasy sleep with his kookooberd showing off. aiyoh. so funny. and every time i walk pass, i have to cover his ber with blanket lar, even pillow too.

while spoging and 5am.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh. head pain head ah. put pillow pu pillow. (still mumbling)
and the pillow is like under the head.

nurse: uncle ah. we going to shift you up ok?

bed 14 uncle: huh? pain ah head. pillow pillow.

nurse: okok. we shift you up ok. 1...2...3..

we pulled, very very hard. and yes, he didnt move not even one cm!

nurse: aiyoh uncle. cannot lar. uncle, you move ureself ok. come come, push with your leg lar uncle.

bed 14 uncle: *pushes himself up* aiyoh. cannot lar. bery heaby lar. wah so heaby.

nurse: haha. uncle you beri funny arh! try again lar.

bed 14: aiyoh cannot cannot. veri heaby.

nurse: haha. who heaby? you or me?

bed 14 uncle:(smile and sleep) eh, head pain head pain.

nurse: then you dowan to move, come uncle u sleep straight lar.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh cannot cannot, bery heavy. head pain ar.

hahaha. like hellow? uncleeeeeeeeee!! so funny.

bed 14 uncle: nurse ah. i want to urine.

nurse: okok. nah urinal. you dolw ah.

bed 14 uncle: aiyoh. cannot lar. you hold you hold.

nurse: (seeing the patient not able to reach) ah. okok. quick urine.

bed 14 uncle: holds the urinal and pee.

nurse: (doing her own work, cleaning the spoging trolley) uncle, ok already?

bed 14 uncle: (sleeps and pee all over the bed!)

nurse: alamak uncle, what happen?

bed 14 uncle: wet wet. change ah.

nurse: (like hello????) ah okok. uncle, u so funny lar.

bed 14 uncle: aiyah. urine cannot, mve also cannot. better die lar. aiyoh. pain pain.

nurse: hahahaha. where can say like that. ok lar later i take new pants for you ah.

haha. funny u noe the unclee. he keeps me awake during both my night shifts. i kinde like night shifts actually and i realise its because there's no one to disturb u. no relatives, no doctors doing rounds. and you fell so nice walking in the dark. haha. and it doens matter to me that they put me in charge of 3 6 bedders cubicles, it feels like one. really. ad when they heard the parameters trolley, they all wake up. hehe.

nurse: ey, tak tido?

patient: hahaha. tido lar. mmg dah time dier dah datang..

aww. sweet ey. and eveytime i wake them up to take para, they'll say good morning then ZZzZzZzZZ~ hahaha.

i kinda like night shift, especially with all the good stuff around! haha. fun fun.

ok fine. this enrty is not that short and sweet. hfff!

2006-08-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

okok. i have not been updating. my computer is down with flu. well actually, its the 2wire modem that is down with a terrible terrible flu. ands yupyups, im sad.

im using my bro's comp now. i hate it. its so big anf wide and it made my face or picture look so duppi. hffff!

still have not went out with azry yet thou he said maybe sun we go out. so if we're lucky, we'll go out this coming sun. haiz.

NDP Preview was kinda fun i guest. yah. i dont feel like giving away gifts to all those people. i dunoe why. they are all so rude and such an ass, tell u the truth u rather have the NE Show with all the P5 kids over and over again. -.-" bleurgh.

so yah. attachment sucks as usual. issit me, or issit the hosp or issit you???

what the hell is wrong with me man. i feel like a loser u know. what the heck. now, i totally lost thevission of me working as a staff in the hospital..how?? but at least i wanna try. is that good enough? i really wanna try if there's some one who is willing to coach me rather than pint pointing me and make me small..even smaller then tinkerbell! oh shit. am i gonna die? okok. i myself dont understand what im saying and tomorrow and thursday is my night shift! ??? *slap self* kookoo sue. wake up sue! sueeeeee!

oh. taking about tinkerbell, Mrs Avril Yeo wore a very very cute maternity blouse, or is just flair blous? and she look so cute with the small tummy and yes! she look just like a litlle cute bloated, oops pregnant tinkerbell. ho ho ho.

so yah. ndp rehearsel again this sat. hff. so tired. thank god there's no audience. weeeee!!

there's so much things to buy. and so little money. how sue how??

ok find. i've lost my mood to blog. i need to enter LaSenza and DorothyPerkins and you know.. like buy stufffs! huh? what? oright oright! save money lar sue.. like hello?

ok bye. i still hate attachment. and yar, happy nurses day. some people wished me via sms, sorry i changed my phone with cha, its a long story and when i reply who u are.. u know.. reply or something. wth.

happy nurses day. so not!! happy. =(

btw, tribs if u're reading.. he's pic is in danny album. sooo hottie. hahaha. okok. slap me please!

2006-07-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

My brother is so sweet. i was late to school today, oh i mean NUH. so i rush and manage to reach there @ 6.50am. Oh, fyi, i didnt took the cab i book cos it was freaking & and! im freaking late too. and i didnt asked my bro to send me cause he was all sleeping and all. (ps: that wasnt the sweet thing i wann tell you guys.)ho ho ho. so the cab driver got mad..bla bla bla. and i just cancel the booking. boohoohoo.

so when i was rushing all over the morning, ion the way home, @ NUH lobby, i search my pocketts & bag for my ez-link, and to my horror it was there! ho ho. so yupyup, calling my brother to pick me up with his bike is the only reason. and yes yes, he didnt hesitate or pull along face, and he reached NUH quite fast too...

so yar. oh oh, and i left my schedule @ work today. haha. okok. i told you i need like a week or two to get used to the blurness and attachment system. and yar, my schedule sucks. i just cant wait for next day. night shift with nir mala. ho ho. i hope everything will go as i imagine in my head.(just chatting around & total up intake and output lines. =)) okok. get over it. and yup. we have to go to clinic B too. yey. i wanna play with the cast or issit clay? of what ever, i'll propably do some small hearts stuff..you noe just to cheer up the patient. haha. oi, dont judge me ok. i even drawn a face on a latex glow and blow it up and the patient love it hokay. hfffp!

well, can i tell you guys something. i had a bestfriend today. she's dischagre now. ho ho. yesyes, an ah-mah. i bathe her at 2.3opm! haha. not because i was avoiding bathing her or what ok. its just that she was on the drip thing, and the staff nurse told me to let it run finish too. so we waited and waited and waited till she finished her lunch. haha. she's super funny. she even sing for me while i bathe & shampoo her. and when she accidentally spray the shower host over her shoes and it get wet and more wet no matter where we place it, she go on bursting into laughter. haha. so funny. and since i told her that she's going home, whenevr my friends and i pass by her, she will shout "eh! byebye. byebye." hoho. funny u noe. and she even want to adopt me. haha.

and also.

Mohamad Azry says:
will you still me tomorrow in the morning?

deeply enamored. says:
forever and ever babe!

haha. yupyups, its the subtitle of my blog! like hello....? up there. he takes notes of the small2 things and then like totally blow me off. ha ha. love love.

and finally, i am totally addicted to "Life as we know it.." oh my god. i love it more than One Tree Hll. =)'

but still, Sex & the city and f.r.i.e.n.d.s are still the best. ok bye. i wanna rest.much love,

2006-07-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh! Attachment has started todayy! oh god. i miss my team buddy. haiz. -.-" youruiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~ come back. ho ho ho.my team was split into 2. one in ward 44 which we had already gone before, and ward 43. im in ward 43. haiz. =( to be true, i would rather be in 43 with yourui~ haha. but got mara who is by the way, the most selfish teammates i can say. haha. and she cried right before we went up to the ward. im so sad too & i told everyone that she cried bcos she was traumatised by the fact that her hamster died. ho ho ho. okok. its lame, but in my defence, everyone believed me hokay. hffp!

so yar. i hate attachment. i miss all my kinky horny friends and boyfriends. all im looking towards for is my night shift which is like next week. my night shift is on tuesday & wednesday. so thursday & friday will be sleeping day and off day! and then come my weekends! woohoo. so great right. but i wish my sleepind day and offday is on 17 and 18 aug. hmm. my sister will leave soon for bali trip and im left here all alone in this pathetic house. hmm. okok. i feel like blogging..but there's nothing to blog. so yupyups. i end my entry with this pic. ho ho ho. more pics up. due to my mp3 got faulty, bestie manage to send me this few pic only. ahhhhhhhh. i need to jog lar. hffp!

2006-07-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

i gave dear this bear. so sweet of him to put at his work comp. its all the small2 stuffs he does that made me so in love with me. ok gotta go. paying pirates of the carrieban game!

2006-07-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

Yey. like finally i met my boyfriend & get to smell his stinky smell. ho ho ho. i took a train to tanah merah just to pick him up and then took a train back with him. hehe. yah, pathetic right? well, he say everything will be settled around a month. i just cant wait. seriously.

so yar. tomorrow bingz house & then swimming in the evening. oh gosh.

i hope all the fun people will turn up. *finger cross*

and oh yah. mr hubab the mr hottie pants is on Teenage Magazine. so yah, buy it. haha. like hello buffay?? *slapp self hards*

okok. i need to JOG!!!!!!

2006-07-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happens.

i went jogging with bestie. like finally.

and yups, azry is busy working.

so yar. thats my hoidays.

bye ass.

2006-07-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

"When will waiting for "the one"... be done?" -Carrie

Azry is asleep. I waited for his call till now. We're both so busy nowadays. oh no, sorry. he's busy. im in holidays which doesnt seem like holidays @ all. aren't holidays suppose to be fun or what? mine i just pure boredom. yah, tell me about it.

Everything between azry & me are so cold. I feel so far from him, wonder if he feels the same way too. do you azry? its almost 1am in the morning, im home alone as always. ( my mom had went back home to malaysia today, & she didnt even cook a last meal for me neither do i get to see her too.)

See how pathetic my life is? this saturday is nurses day. and the worse part is, tribz me & bingz have to go off at 9.45? what the hell. and the thing started @ 8.45-12pm. like hello? might as well dont come right? then we the biggie bags & black shoe, have to go to stadium with motivators uniform which sucks big time. oh god. -.-". what the hell is happening to me?

extra class just now for infant care was kinda fun. mrs avril yeo tummy is so obvious now and she look not so pale. yey! haha. she's so cute. i cant wait to see her baby! or should i say i cant wait to carry her baby like a football? lol. what the hell.. tucked the baby under ure armpit. so cool! gonna try it on my friends baby. lol. even my sister maybe! was kinda blur and coggy today..probably just because im still in the holidays mood which is bad cause now i'll need for a week or two to get used to attachment which starts on the 24th. ands it also my exams results. bummer. i got a feeling i wont do well. really i dont. but hey, i think i can pass. well, hopefully aight.*finger cross*

theres like nothing to look foward to. weds & thurs probably going swimming or jogging and bingz house to do some cary stuffs. we planned to do aerobic full frontal @ bingz house. haha. guys, can i bring my gym ball along? or my bantal busuk? ho ho ho.then sun maybe meeting azry. watch dvd together...

haiz, i wish for a 3 days just spending time with azry in our own little space. =(

do you think azry feel the same way too?

nah. he's too busy working. =(

*dear, i need ure hug.* :(

2006-07-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

ok. azry was made at me cause i reached home late. Its NE Show. god knows how many students are there. plus the choirs and the performers have to go back home first. and the bust chatered for them are the same bus chartered for us, motivators. its not that i want to reach home late. thus, i still a get a scolding from azry.

reached home around 1.30. my bro pick me up @ clementi taxi stand.
and not bcos its my bro, i really hate riding bike. so eeee.

guess im just a car person.

so today. was chatting with azry and again a little fight. what is wrong with us? issit me? issit him? issit u? what issit?

im so sad and angry. ahh. its been 2 weeks. 2 weeks we have not met. and i know i know. haiz. guess, everything is chaos.

family. mom. sis. bro. and talking about family, i just remember i dreamed about my dad. i mean like what the hell. got me all teary when i woke up. ah..

now. this is why i hate life and especially holidays.

btw, the codes for the video. i decided not to paste it.

and here are some pics. there's alot more. but im tired and sad to edit it anymore.

i just.. i just want to work things out with azry and me. =(

will it ever be?

2006-07-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

Is this nice??

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dear, im sorry.

2006-07-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

IM FREAKING OUT.

i really am. so i decide to give azry 20 bucks to buy his work thingy. i was thinking of eeting him @ clementi so that i can pass him the money. but his boss is not @ work so he came home by bus. so he called me and told me the news. i got pissed off and i started talking the usual-boring-tune voice. and i think that pissed him off. and he told me not to transfer any money to him.

i feel so guilty. its not the money that i cared about. its just that im bummed not being able to see him even for a few minutes. haiz. its my fault. me and my big mouth. if only i were to shut up and do as he told me too. im so sad. really. i understand that we're in a "difficult" situation. haiz.

im such a bad girlfriend. im sorry dear.

i have no more mood to blog. bye.

2006-07-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

What did materazzi said to Zidane?

Everyone's been asking this question to yourself? If your not, then you're probably not a world cup fan which is equivilant to a-person-with-no-life.

so. i did some research and get some info.

"Alain Migliaccio, Zidane's agent, told BBC "[Zinedine] told me Materazzi said something very serious to him but he wouldn't tell me what". In response to news reports that he had called Zidane a "dirty terrorist" or "son of a terrorist whore" Materazzi stated: "It is absolutely not true, I did not call him a terrorist. I'm ignorant. I don't even know what the word means."

oh come one! who doesnt know what terrorist meant? Don't act lar.

"Materazzi later admitted that he had insulted Zidane, recounting the incident in an interview with Gazetta dello Sport, but repeated his insistance that the insult was not racist in nature: "I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned to me and talked to me, jeering. [...] He looked at me with huge arrogance and said: 'if you really want my shirt I'll give it to you afterwards'. I replied with an insult, that's true. It was one of those insults you're told dozens of times and that you often let fall on a pitch. I did not call him a terrorist. I am not a cultured person and I don't even know what an Islamist terrorist is. And for me, the mother is sacred. You know that." FIFA has declared its intent to investigate the incident."

what kind of a football player, no, a Final World Cup player he is? Does he know what's the theme of FIFA World Cup 2006? I sure not by the way he reacted.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Materazzi

go ahead and check it out. and to those italy fans, dont go ahead and sue me or what.i got it from here and there's like a lot lot more of webbies. some even said he said zidane's sister is a prostitue and zidane is a very bad terorris..something like that lar.. not sure.. but im just to mad. and btw, in my defence, how can anyone support Italy?

no no. dont get me wrong. i love italy. infact i was one of their supporters long time ago. but materazzi, and the way team italy worldp cup 2006 played really made me change my mind about them. Camoranesi didnt even wnat to shake hands with one the the Germany players. like hello...? -.-" im so mad. so fucked up!

reality check.

i have not seen my boyfriend for so long. i miss him alot alot. i longed for his hug and kisses and tickles and smell. hehe. my boyfriend smell nice ok. "nice" it is. hahaha. dear, we need to have a weekend get away or something. haha. i cant wait for my NDP to be over. but then, i'll miss NDP trainings with tribz and bingz. ahhhh~

btw, i forgot to tell you this. im so happy for Tribz!! hahah. just like i imagine it would be. just like how i prayed for it to be. haha. wee! Way to go tribz! i chop bride's maid ok! just one weird thing, i saw this pic on her digi and she wouldnt let me see. but i saw his name. Oh yah i saw it. and she's embarrassed to let me see it after all the things she told me? haha. like hello tribz...??

okfine. i will not let the cat out of the bag. i've always thought of giving a quote at every end of my posting, but im just to lazy. well, today i got one.

btw, chalet pics wont be up unless some people will care enough to send it to me.
ps: please send me.

" can we made a mistake and miss our fate....?"
-sex&thecity.

2006-07-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

What if you hurted your loved ones, or in my case, "Mr Right" and then..like lost him forever? Is there ever a "Mr Right" 2 in live? If there is "Mr Right"?..so does this means there's like the Right answer? Right time? Right moment? Right Mr? issit me os issit Sex and The City? haha.

but sometimes i find Carrie Bradshaw ( Sarah Jessica parker) so true.

OK so the match is in a few minutes time and im posting 2nd entry of the day, paking my bag for class chalet for like 3 hours and its still half full! am i pathetic or what?!

hey hey.. no judging ok.

ahh...what the hell. is ZIZOU! for god sake!

2006-07-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people are pissed @ me for nothing.

i hate it when people are pissed @ me and not telling me why.

i hate when people are pissed, and when i asked, they just yelled at me.

i hate when people didnt even try to help when they know they're suppose to help and the fact that they can help!

i hate it when im being multi tasked, not three, not four not five task, but like sevens.

i hate it when people shopped and they just bring me along so that they can dump thei plastic bag for me to carry.

i hate it when give me the stares for nothing.

i hate it when im feeling like this.

issit me being to sensitive? i cant stand it any longer..~

do people even see me anymore?? woohoo.. over here.. *waves*

oh forget it.

i've got a chicken to marinate and i have to be at yishun like 8am?? like hello.... c'mon bingz! we so can do!

look out for bingz-and-buffay-last-minute-marinated-chicken-for-bbq!

ok. match.

i hope FRance will win. its like last of zinedine zidane lor. purlease~

ookok. bye!

ZIZOU!

ZIZOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!

and i would like to apologise to azry. im sorry for making u frustrating. wait for august okay?!! muacks.

2006-07-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

okok. i noe this is a very very backdated posted. but i just got the pics okay. thanks to my bro's new phone. -.-" who fyi, have a flash. like yah.. (big deal). might as well use a torch light and shine or something.. kookoo~

okok. here it is.

its a gift from azry. i so loved being pampered by him. dear, dec go KL okay?

and yes. the smallest thing, yet the one that makes me smile all the way from woodlands to clementi and shivering when i got it. haha. i remeber tribz trying to hug me cause i can stop shivering. haha. ohh. i wonder how i look at that moment.

okok.moment passed.

im sad. but not so. but still sad.
no more ballack for another 4 freaking -long -boring -god-knows-what-is-going-to-happen-years. i need world cup!

yah. as i guessed it. italia won. last 3 mins. if they were to only noe that all they need to do is defend for freaking 3 mins, they couldnt won! penalty shootout is so germany thing. =) ands it lehmann! like hello??

congrats to italia btw.. (so nott! haha)

so yah.its okay. they played well. you can see how tired they are. and almost 6-7 of them are under 21 players. so young and yet so riche. haha. haha. oh well, they'll be back. but thats the prob! so many team will be back fully charge. usa, ghana, holland, netherland, australia, maybe england, and i hope. i hope. senegal will be back. haha. here's just a little something. see how successfull they are.

a little tribute to the Germany Football Team Fifa World Cup 2006.

Mr klinsmann did a really good job. he's so encouraging and so hot. haha.. i love u germany. please be back. heh.

and yes. thats means! its time for viva la france!! i want to see my louis saha~ erks.
ok. going to swim. wonder if i could. just vomitted and headache. oh god. what the hell is happening to me?? see ya!

much loves,

2006-06-30T18:00:00.000+08:00

ok. i felt like i owe my blog a long entry or something. do i have the most boring blog eva or what? ( pls say no ). so yah. what should i blog today. well, to day is one of the most scariest days in my life. simply because..

1) its Germany vs Argentina..like hellu people..world cup ring a bells? ya! oh my god im so scared even right now and the match is not an 1hr away. what the hell is happening to sue? oh who by the way is now called as sue buffay ballack. hehe. yah the captain of germany lar.. in my previous post. haha.

2) and oh yahh. bio EXAM is next mon and PCA on tues. -.-" you might think its ok i still i have some time to study beside the match time, but your're wrong. im so scared that i cant seems to study. in fact, im drwaing the postion of germany and argentina. yah i noe.
ps: dont laugh please. i need help!

so delta 4g class is having a bbq this sat. and what happen to my sec class? haha. i dont look foward to my sec class thouh. im having a current class chalet at aloha again! a pool view. like hello. with slides and all the food. oh my god. thats heaven. which means i have to srat exercising after that. -.-" damm. i ~~hate~~ loves food!

so yah. you noe the company "naughtybynature" ?
guess what? i accompany my sister to go and get her free trial of make over session. haha. and as usual, she needs me to carry all she shopping bags. and she told me she have no money? kookoo kak. ok so the place was cool. near the clark quey. so "pub" like i shall say. adn the manager was a angmoh..i cant remember his name. haha. his' marketting guy named eddie! haha. an eurasian . super funny. their joke is so unlike the locals. even i had troubles understanding them..haha well actually cos of the slang and they're so fast and inounciation. haha. he sat so near us and tell us his experiences when he visited the dentist. hahah. what a welcoming method right? haha. and the way they treat us there was superb. they shook our hands. i mean like almost everybody. haha. i guess its the thing they. haha. yah and after we took our shoots, eddie edited our pics..and it turns out WOW WOW WOW. hahah. yah. and he thought that i am Thailand and indian mix! like hellu eddie?? haha. then he goes on asking what has my parents been doing?? hahaha.

the abd parts was, our image officer sucks. talks alot and keep on asking me to try the vietnamese clothes. hahah. like hello. no means no. and also, i trust the make up artist there so much that i close my eyes. i felt something sharp brushing through my eyebrows and i thought it was the brush thingy. and gueess what?! they chip off my eyebrows!! haha. and now.. i cant even see my own eyes brows. damm. means i have to go school with drawn eyebrows.. damm i hate that. so the "eee-minah".

and happy happy happy happy news. azry got the 2nd interview @ bedok tmr. and im coming. hahah. i noe what a bummer. im off to NUH already. hahas. he got a job offer. how happier can i get? i just need to get myself mentally prepare on extreme tight schedule and a little lesser of manja-ness! =( awww. who else can manja with.. fat cat? but she's only out in the morning which explains why im alsways late no matter how early i go out of my house. haha. really. i'll take some photos and show u okay. like garfield! only different colours. haha.

okla. here are the pics? do i look pretty?? haha. ok fine. -.-"

ps: look at how nice my eyes are and stop looking at my eyebrows. they drew it can u imagine without it drawn? gosh.

BALLACKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! I'LL BE WATCHING YOU HOKAY?!

azry..muacks!

2006-06-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

Michael Ballack! I fall in love with you.

Azry, i love you still.

Full name: Michael Ballack
DOB: September 26, 1976
Birthplace: Gorlitz, Germany
Nationality: GermanEU
passport: Yes
Height: 189 cm
Weight: 80 kg
Club: Chelsea FC
Position: Midfielder [L, C]
Number: 0
Contract Expires: June 2009Previous Clubs:
Chemnitzer > Kaiserslautern > Bayer Leverkusen > FC Bayern > (free) Chelsea
International debut: April 1999, v Scotland
Caps: 56
Goals: 27
World Cups: Japan-Korea 2002

2006-06-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

ok fine. Happy birthday to me and ZIDANE! haha. yup yup. thats my msn nick today. haha. lame? i noe. =p

well. i expected it. my 18th birthday sucks, i mean. all my birthdays sucks.

BUT, im glad and happy. my friends are so sweet they bought me a cake. Choclate Moose. i love it,BUT no as much as i love them. i feel bad tribz cant taste it. well, as she said, i ate her part. haha.

yups. my friends are so sweet.

and here i am. at home. rotting. watching tv. and the only thing i'll be hungging and spend my birthday with is my bantal busuk. is that pathetic? would it be better if i had a cat? or issit the same? hmm. ok fine. i get u hokay. hmff.

ok. im sad. im doing this just for the sake of my dear friend Nurul Shahidah. this is called, the 7 lame things. -.-"

7 random facts about me.

mad.
cats lover.
"evil" hohoho.
horny. (HAHA)
i love Raul gonzalez.
i love my bantal busuk.
my life is nothing, except for friends, azry and world cup.

i noe. sad. very sad. =(

7 things that scares me.

of course exams.
crakiesm.
small holes clustered together, like the hole at the bottom of ure toilet where the waters runs to.
creepy crawlies.
chincilla. i dont noe why.
niggaz. except for Ghana soccer players and singers like usher. but 50 cents are scary!!!!

7 random music at the moment.

ps: im not patriotic like nurul lar.
Rihana, unfaithfool.
Buble, home.
Switchfoot, you
Where'd you go? i miss you so. yups! that Lp guy. hhah.
Rufio
Im a punkrocker with flowers in my hairrrrrr~

7 thing i like most.

my mom.
my sister.
my bantal busuk.
cats.
my wonderfull friends.
food.
my horny boyfriend.

7 things i said most.

"tribz!!!!"
"bingz!!!!"
"nabz!!!"
"like helllllooo?!!!!"
"kakkkk!!!"
"fat cat....!!!!"
"koookooo koookooo.."

really okay. everyday i said this words and it means alot.haha.

7 people to do this.

hah. 7. who the hell will read my blog.
bingz. taufik. fatin. and whoever wanna do it.

and again. i noe im sad.

ok bye. Wait, i wanna thank the Al-Mighty for blessing me with a wonderful friends. and even i dont have a family, im thankful for my sister and my mom.and also thank you for giving me azry and last but not least, SPAIN is playing today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank You god for giving me world cup. =p

that one thing i can at least smile too.

and please god, please let SPAIN win. not much. all im asking for is 1-0.

thanks ok. love you.

2006-06-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

" when the package is this pretty, no one cares what's inside..."

issit true? or is it me watching too much FRIENDS and too much Sex and The City?? haha.

Germany won! won!! they wonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

ahhh.. why must they put the football match on chn 22. damm it damm it dammit. haha.

okok.

im so into WORLD CUP! and yah..exams. buts.. WORLD CUP comes first? haha.

of course its u dear azry. haha.

i just get hurt whenever u "bully" me like that. sometime sits okay. but mostly its hurting. i dunnoe if u noted it or not. but it hurts me. i guess its my life. everyone's been pin pointing @ me and ure the only one i go to, yet im being treated the same way.

okla. study bio test. its on this friday which im gonna flung and also, PCA test i'll flung too.

i hope i hope i really hope, i wont be the same attachment as her. *finger cross*

2006-06-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

Im so stress!! i dun noe why my blog is underlined. issit my comp?!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. and there's no one to help me. how great life is.

and yes. tmr is my final phase test for 2.1. subcu insulin phase test. oh damm, cant they just let us go?!

and yes. god please god .. brazil must not win these world cup. there are alot more wonderfull big teams plus all the underdogs. hehehe. okok. bye!

i got no idea what to do now. maybe read my insulin, or watch teebee.

2006-06-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

a picture @ nora and shafir's crib. a very warmly crib they have. cant wait for their baby!

2006-06-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

Ghana!

ey! did you guys saw the match? oh wow. what a fabulous match. i really agree with tribz. my head keep on moving fight and left while watching the match. haha.i have to shout into my pillow as my sister was sleeping and working night shift. haha. that was a bummer. i love shouting ok. erks. but still, Czech Republic wasnt that bad too. 2 dominating group versus each other..you can just imagine how the match will be. haha. for those of you who didnt catch it, oh poor thing. for those of you who doesnt watch world cup at all. hehe. get a life. =p

wow. i love being flattered. its good enough i got an A for phase test, i got a high A! okok. i shall not boast or brag about it. thats one of the reason i did not want to wear my new diamond ring ( bought by azry) to school. people might think im showing off or something. oh well, its not that i care so much what people think..a school is not a place to wear blingz2 and furthermore in nursing uniform. haha.

okok. i think my sister is thinking of buying me a new mobile for my birthday. thats so sweet of her, but i fel so guilty. its so expensive.but i really really want it. hehehe.

visited nora and shafir last sat. i touched nora's stomache. oh wow. so hard. and the baby is due in october. haha. so far yet so near right? i cant wait to carry the baby..or a baby of our own! dear.... HAHA!

okok. can i say something? hehe. i have this friend of mine who oftens get jealous of every single thing that happens to me. even the simplest thing. sometimes i felt bad. but when i think again, why should i? its not my fault. and sometimes i feel sad that he reacted that way. should friends be happy for one another? maybe its me being paranoid? but sometimes i feel that she's waiting my my dowanfall. i mean really. and even when a simple good thing happen to him, he'll go around braging about it. why?
issit me thinking too much? haha. ok done.

im home alone!!! and @ 12.30pm there's home alone 3. i wanna watch.

okok. i noe. i'll revise after that okay. i need to buck up and stop being lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

oh btw, i remove the song.azry dont let me put it. haha. okok fine, its illegal i agree.

muacks azry.

much loves,
buffay

2006-06-17T21:52:00.001+08:00

2006-06-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

okok. first news first!

well done ARGENTINA!!!! you rocks the world cup. i mean its a big 6!

like hello like hulla man.

awesome. fabulous. superb ar what tribz might say, its joga bonito. or bonita? haha. i sucks @ this thingy.

okok. meett azry like finally.

and can i just question the ALmighty,

why does all the people i love leaves me?

first its my dad. then comes bingz. and now mdm liaw? haiz.

whos gonna make me awake during bio lessons.

well, i guess HE' S got some good reasons behind this. (HE better) hehe. okok

GHANA N CZECH! bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!

oh oh btw, hos the new pics up there??

much loves,
buffay

2006-06-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER BUSY WITH WORLD CUP AND EXAMS. HAHA.

HOW TO PRIORATISE LIKE THIS?

and dear.. he doesnt seems to miss me. haiz. i love you azry.
bye, hiatus mode.

2006-06-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Pill is Back!

im happy cause there's too much to say and so little time. what?!

im happy. kinda i guess.

im happy cause world cup is here.

im happy cause my friends and i are meeting @ nabz's cribs to watch world cup match.

im happy cause i get to see my roberto carlos even thouh i hate brazil.

im happy cause what i learned for PCA test, some of them come out.

im happy cause im meeting my friends later.

im so happy cause NDP training was fun.

im so happy cause bingz is staying. i guess so.

im so happy cause exams is near, means holidays is coming and i can meet ramizah and azry.

and oh yah! im happy cause dear is in singapore oreadyyyyyyyyyyyyy..

and im so happy cause i cant wait to get my pressies from dear.

i love love love love love my fat cat!

fat cat.. muachs!!

and im so happy, cause dear love me so much. haiz. so touched.

oh btw, are you guys having difficulty uploading my page? i do you noe. anyways, leave a msg if you all do. =)

much loves,

off to watch WORLD CUP!

2006-06-10T08:44:00.000+08:00

damm it lar hokay!

DAMM IT! DAMM IT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I SLEPT! ME! SUE BUFFAY! BUFAYY JUST SLEPT YESTERDAY!

AHHHHHHHHH. CAN I TURN BACK TIME?! DAMM! DAMM! DAMM!

WHY DIDNT ANYONE WAKE ME UP?!

HO HO HO.

ACTUALLY MY SISTER CALLED ME 7 TIMES AND TRIBZ SMS-ED ME.

I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THE WORLD CUP OPENING AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE MATCH! I WAS ALL READY. THE TV WAS ON, I GOT BORED OF REVISING BIO AND I JUST LIE DOWN ON MY BED AND GUESS WHAT? I SLEPT! IM SO SAD. ITS LIKE SOMETHING PRECIOUS IS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. HAIZ. =( ITS A-OKAY THOUH. GERMANY WON. GERMANY 4-COSTA RICA 2. BOOHOOHOO.

WAY TO GO GERMANY, PROMISE YOU I'LL WATCH THE NEXT MATCH.

;)

OK BYE. MEETING TRIBZ FOR NDP TRAINING AND MOCKING MY PCA NOTES @ ORCHARD LIBRARY. BYE.

IM HUNGRY!

*POUTS*

2006-06-09T18:27:00.000+08:00

=]'*grining from ear to ear*

Ey!! hehe. ok so i got my IV Theraphy Phase test marks. but seriously guys, i really really expected a C. i swore. cause of the history of me and the teacher.and the way the teacher asked me all thos question which was not even warned of. well, maybe i shouldnt have judge the teacher. but if u was in my place during clinical, and to hear it from clinical, who wouldnt thought she would have given me a big C. ho ho.

yes yes, i've learned my lesson..

ok. i just have to say about this. being a person with self-esteem and being plainly ego is a 2 BIG BIG different things hokay. oh god. i just cant stand people with EGO. oh my god! i just felt like commenting. ahh! but i've learned my lesson. why waste my time commenting? later they get so offended and then there they goes. cursing and swearing me behind my back which has already beeen going on, and then everything around me and my friends will be weird.. but ah, as azry said, why live a life whereby you live full of trying to make your friends be "jealous" of you. like hello?? reality check please. and thank to the above HIM, the person's EGO was crushed just like that. not even a minute it takes.

BUT,

as usual, still trying to make their friends jealous of them. oh god oh god.

HO HO HO.

so nah ah...

im missing azry so bad. i need him.. is there a cab to genting?? like say 45mins? ahhhhhhhhh. and thers no island kiss. whats up with the world? haha. okok. im complaining again am i?

so yah. ndp training next week! yey. and there's something about rollerblading! haha. i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

2006-06-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

L O V E ?

"i would give up everything, before i separate myself from you..."

haha. oh god. im so melt today. hehe. azry cashed in 5 bucks to my savings account. hehe. ey, you people out there might thing aiyah its just 5 bucks. elleh.

BUT,

no no. i dont care if its 5 bucks or even 5 cents, its all the little things he do that me jus wanna eat marshmallow all over him. hehe. ( dear, i can hear you laughin') really. its just all the little little things he do that made me so love him. the way he shower me, kept pouring water on my head while im in the bathtube, massaging my littli cute not-stinky feet, cashing money to my savings account despite constant complaining of no money by me, despite his financial bankruptcy. haiz, dear.. thank god i found you. hehe.

my annivessarry is coming!! yey! what shall i do for him? a kinky private party? hehe. thank god he loves me despite my weirdness of kinkies.

HAHA.

so how? oh fyi, i noe, my 18th birthday, just suck to the core. =( haiz. isnt 18th birthday suppose to be the best? i heard this from ismah.ahh. come'on buffay, face the reality. haiz.

ok. i need to mock! mock like hell for my PCA Test which is... tomorrow?? and i haven even start 1 chapter. oh damm. im so gonna flunk again.

geron test was quite okay i guess. have the confidence to just pass. but to score? haha. erks. i dun think so, oh lets see.

bio-science test? ahh. such a let down. 47.5/50. =( i should have studied much harder.

its ok, there's always UK. haha.

so my beloved sister sms-ed me what i want for my birthday? and wheather i want a adiidas jacket. i so felt like asking can u just give me 320k? haha! dammmmmmmmmmm. i should have save up @ least 5 dollars a day since in pri school! haha.

i must do this to my children. can dear? muah muah.

im so happy to see hamizah getting engage and planning her wedding. i constantly tell azry about how our wedding is gonna be. hehe. i noe i noe im still young, but hallo! im a girl okay, every girl dreams about their dreamed-perfect-wedding. haiz. i'll update soon about my dream wedding okay? haha. and hence, azry described to me how our room is gonna be. oh god. cant wait.

but... uk! uk! uk!!

ok bye. pca time.

bye.

bye.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lar.

BYE! :)

2006-06-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

Im hurt. not deep. but still im hurted by her. what a bitch. what did i do wrong to be commented like this? and fyi, im not even the organizer for class f KL trip. what the fuck. happen or not, she's not coming so why bother. haiz. im so sad to hear this from bingz. haiz. and bingz, im sorry that u think im childish. im just letting out my feelings, maybe i let it out to you the wrong time? or not suppose to let it out to you at all? haiz. why do i even bother about this? she's got nothing that i want. she can tell the whole world that i suck. go ahead. she just have to realise she's suffering from inferior complex. and bingz, i'll love you no matter what. thanks for hearing me out. =]'

haiz. dear, take me out. take me out from this country.

as much as i love to go to UK with my besties, i find it heart breaking when i talked about it to azry. haiz.dear, love you.

is it it? is life all about time? i was seeing Sex and the City. haha. as usual im addicted to it. and carrie was talking about time. issit whats life all about? just that its all set up by HIM, only wait for your time? as in no matter how hard u work, ifs its not your time then its not? issit? haha. im too carried away with Sex and the City. haha. okok. i need to revise my geron. muchs loves. take care.

i love my friends so much, and you too azry. :)

2006-06-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

Thank God I Found You...

There's too much pictures in my entries. haha. damm it. i need to stay away from azry's mobile. haha. im begining to like his mobile. erks.well, here are some of the snap shot.

Cars Exhibition.

I like this saying, but im not too much of a shoe's girl.

Im more of a undies kinda girl. HAHA.

and here we go...

sooner or later, we get sick and tired of our monsterous faces and decided to go retard.

and i was so touched by azry today. we were walking in adidas shop @ The Cathay, and i saw a few things that i like especially a bag. i was looking for a green theme but none. and this pink one was quite okay.the black background i like it. so i show it to azry and to my horro he asked the sales assisstants for a new one and bought it for me despite his financially bankruptcy. hah. i almost burst into tears in front of that cashier. oh azry, how can i not live withou you? and he said its an advance birthday present. my birthday is 23rd june for your info. Ho Ho Ho.and again, thanks dear. i love you so much it is.

ps: dear musa, the least you can do is put ure nice hair nicer & smile maybe? hehe.

2006-06-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

moodswings?

so, i think my friends have been habing moodswing one after another. even me! oh my god. its so farnie.

issit pms? ... maybe.

issit me? ... please not.

issit man? ... like always (cant live with them, cant live without them.)

issit studies? ... like forever.

issit lack what swimming? ... yah right.

issit UK? ...like AH-UH!

haha. okok. this is just another one boring entries right?? oh god.

we so need to go to UK.

so, finally i've done my pahse test. and thanks to bingz's rubbish, i am free to talk about class F outing to KL! weeeeeeee. like hello, me and my big mouth cant stop okay! aint nothing stoping me from talkking about KL and UK, not even tonsils. erks. think so. its like SUPER COOL.

just hope we wont go there and eat cup noodles like someone. -.-"

go KL eat cup noodles, so lame.

btw, suzanne yew was my invigilator for my pahse test, haiz. she just hates me doesnt she? what did i do wrong? hmmm. for those who doesnt know, its a long story. lets just cut it short, she hates me getting an A.

trust me, i'll just pass baseline marks. i knew it.

so being me, i tried to not eat carbo. haha. i ate bread lar okay. and avocado juice. yummmmmy. and as i expected it, right after my pahse test, migraine struct me. thank god its after my phase test. phew. but still. ahhhhhhhhhhh.. why must i get her???

okok. God is fair. . . .

right?

lets see. my bed is calling me. and im meeting azry tomorrow, yey!

so while we were walking, tribz mentioned this:

"we are such arseholes, how can we be nurses?"

HAHA.

2006-05-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hey! this is suppose to be a very very very back dated post. ehem! thanks to Ismah for finally sending me the photos. hehe. all these photos were taken in one day and it really reflects, how insane can nurses be?

happy.happy.happy. we loves food & food loves us.

check out the technician guy trying to fit in our camera! HA HA.

Twiiiissst guys!

Pizza. Pizza. Pizza. Pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

See. Pizza gives us healthier & more whiter teeth!

All of us eating Pizza. Our last day of attachment ...

and in 7 week times, we're back to crack N.U.H! HA HA.

rose, she is.

See that green notebook? we bought it for her to chart every mistake of her upcoming attachments students! good luck whoever you are, beware of her.! hehe.

My team with our clinical lecturer, Mrs Tan Li Min! and yes, she so rocks.

yourui, mdm tan and a very very weird girl who dont know how to smile!
like hello...you're being snap.. -.-"

and finally, the insanest nurses set off when the lecturer is off to mark the papers!
presenting the so-called "Stars Of N.U.H" -.-"

who likes big butts??

I DOOOOOOOOOOOO!

What?! aren't you guys suppose to face the thing call CAMERA?

SEE! told you we love big butts.

and again. BIGG BUTTS!!

now what?? do re mi??

Mr Lai an AN Siti! peacee Dexter William!

Buttster, Wati & Fittttt!
Oh Gosh. i tried to do PCA worksheet just now and all i can come out with is 3 interventions. Oh my God! im so dead shit. and phase test on friday and Geron test on next wednesday. what?! who do they think i am? ahhh.

i need to go to UK!

"i love my friends especially bingz,tribz,kak mizah & nabz. you guys are main priority on why i come to school! haha. (because whyy??)"

2006-05-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, an update. HAHA. i was busy okay. with project, Bio test and my upcoming scariest test ever.. phase test for I/V Theraphy! ahhhh. Can i please get md Lam. i mean i noe i will not get her i guess.. but with her around.. i feel calm. just like mdm tan. haiz. teachers, sometimes they'll just annoyed you till death, but sometimes..you just cant live without them.

Well, friday we were all @ kak hamizah's crib. haha. im not even in her team project, but somehow we just went there. and stayed there till around 9 plus. nabz bingz and me went home first. sorry guys.

tribz bingz and me were beat the we skipped NDP Training on sat! shucks.

since i did not go for the training, i went out with azry. and yes, again at causeway point. he got me wrong when i said.."lagi lagi woodlands.." its not i dont to meet you dear, just that i wanna go other places and spend my time with you. and then he got angry, and me being me, i cried . so paisey right. haiz. i was very very sad when he did that to me.

bbut still, we catched a movie together. and yes, my all time favourite comic from Marvel, The X-men, The Last Stand. I remember when i was much younger, my bro and i will buy empty cassetts and used it to recored the x-men cartoon. and now! i get to see it in a big big screen. if only they would shoot all the episode like the comic cartoon.. i'll tell you.. the'll be making zillions out of it. haha. and with people like me.. HAHA.

okok. see i made my own x-men collage. well, actuallly i just cut and paste them. wanted to do the ad guys as in magneto and his so call "brotherhood"..but i shall not waste my time.

Professor Xavier,Storm,Jean Grey,Cyclops,Wolfverine.
Beast,Rougue,Ice-Men,Arch angel and im not sure who she is.

and yes, i cried during the movie. its so touching...maybe its just me being a fanatic of x.men? or issit just the movie. haha. oh shucks. well, a person with heart should cry expecially during this movie. shucks.

wow. i've watched 4 movies all together:
Over The Hedge with my besties.
X-Men with azry.
Dreammers feat Dakota Fanning @ home.
Just Like Heaven, one of the best romantics love stories, @ home.

A Walk To Remember still win the awars for the best love movies.

okok. im out. need to do the final touch of my projects. and bingz is now where to help mee.. =(

2006-05-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

We Went To ~~STUDY!~~

hehe. yups. we so went to study. really. i mean we! miza,bingz,nabz and tribz. haha. @ school cafe. you noe, its such a big deal when we all went to study, cause we'll end up laughing non-stop,eating,munching and oh always fantasise-ing away. you know, as in dreaming. and i mean it. i repeat one more time. ALWAYS. first and fore most, look @ our study table. *chuckles*

i noe! you can so study @ that kind of table? oh u mean u cant? well, WE CAN!

after much studying, which was around 30mins, haha. this is what happens to my dear hamizah. just look @ her okay. and laugh, pls.

see! i've told u guys. writting notes with ure eyes close is a skill that we had mastered. really, trust me. the only difficult part is when u bring that pieces of paper home to revise and u dont make any sense out of it, cause its just plain wavy lines that u always see @ the hospital when the patient had just collapse. COOL right? i noe. -.-"

and yes. my dear bingz ALSO got tired of studying. instead, she went crazy munching and yes, she even show off her so called "nice-cute-little-perfect-look-like-dim-sum" bun! see her man.

HAHA.

tribz! trying to hold on strong and keep on study, ALSO fall into the trap and giggles. haha. not much pics of her thouh cause she keeps scolding me and pastering me to delete her pics. come on tribzzzzzzzz.....

YES! last and for all, the only cute little ones who manage to study is buffay! Aww, she's so cute isnt she?.... shuddup you ass.

and yes. she lurves biology since she's born!

ok. end here. another group of pics to edit, thanks to bingz who pass me the pics "super" fast.

much loves,

buffayz.

2006-05-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

Im too tired and super busy to blog. this picture is all i can post. heh. somehow i accidentally deleted all the pics from my mp3! am i mad or what?

note: i noe i look like an idiot and a witch nose. ahhhhhhh!

damm u jane's mobile!

the only good news is,

we're all buying undies! yey!

ok notes, here i come again. bye!

The Naked Chief

2006-05-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

my sister cook pasta. Pasta. Pasta. Pasta. i just love them. Alfredo pasta with chiken. yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumy! absolutely. totally. just one lesson learned. just because the sauce is white, doesnt means that its alfredo. yup you got that right! we chose the wrong sauce. its creammy mushroom sauce. haha. well, being me the non-choosy eater, i told my sister to jsut cook and hey, its turns out to be nice! haha. too bad no pic.

and for dinner. i cooked! fish soup with vegetables. haha. yup. i need to save money. and tribz, bingz and me are cutting down on diet! yes.

we can, we shall and we will.

tmr for lunch, will be aone carrot and few cherry tomatoes.oh yeh im dead serious.

went swimming with my sister. a bad choice though. so many people. i mean KIDS! haha. but they are cute. only that they just keep jumping everywhere into the pool. yah. i mean jumping! and all the water were splashing and splashing and splashing. haha.

another jb trip coming up at the end of may. me besti musa and azry. haha. maybe bingz too to do her hair. hey, its Reds oright. hmfp! bestie and i plan to do our hair before gatal come back to sg. haha. gatal is just an old "friend" of me. who of course, hate me too and want to steal bestie from me. ahhhhhhhhh that is so a no no.okay. hows my newly revamped blog? not nice huh? hmm. then how??

if could just have a wished guranteed to be fullfilled, i would just ask for 320,ooo. not much. not even half a million. please please. i soo neeed it.

much love,

2006-05-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

yey. i love it , i love, i love it when azry pay for my shopping spree. haha.

so tired,went to jb. haha. jane told me her bf bringing her to batam.
eeeyerr. so tak the romnatic man. haha. azry was quite angry cause it was raining and we have to linger in City Squre before we walk to Pizza hut. so yummy. haha.

thanks dear for everything. i really love my DC Shoes and my Volcom bag. poor thing, after we spent all the cashy, dear was looking at the cakes and told me that he wanted to buy something for his mom. i tell you, i was so crush. haha. out of all my shopping spree, i feel most guilty today. not that having no money left wasn't guilty enough.. oh trust me its soo enough.

Sorry baby cat.

oh yah. azry's dad bought a digi cam. wee. means that we are all ready to revamp my blog! oh no wait wait, our blog? neh. its MINE!

oooo. im so ganna rebond my hair like may or june. wee. its 133. ringgit! hahahahah. hey.. its still Reds ok!

Loreal eztenso here i come!

dear god, i really hope azry will get a job. *cross finger*

oh and last but not least, i would like to say Happy Mothers Day mommy!
i miss you so much and you better get ure boot in singapore soon!

if you draw a triangle, what shape will you get?
-mdm liaw, best-est tcher!

2006-05-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

yey. first and foremost, i would like to say congratulations to my elder sis, a very very succesfull woman who has just been naik pangkat to Staff Seargant. hehe. and yes, you noe what it means? more and more monnnnnnnnney! hehe. and yes, marche is like so on the menu. ahak!

can i just say something? ive got this used to be friend of mine who keeps saying that she misses her so called "old-friends" and that once she's being backstabbed all her trust is gone? i would just like to say. HELLO? do you a mirror or something? you dont even wanna hear the whole story before you judge and now you want your "besti" back? what for. ure perfect. ure already a perfect asshole just by ureself.

okok. anger aside. as the words of coach luke. cool and steady.

.........oh,

i love it, i love it ooo i love it when sports and wellness tchers are cute. haha. oh gosh. im so mad. im so looking foward for next wednesday..well..to do sports actually..haha.. okok he's just cute ok. i mean so cute. but somehow i feel abit jelak looking at him. haha. and what can i do? not look at him? no right? so the morale is..
LOOK WHILE YOU CAN! haha. oooh bingz is so gonna kill me for this.

oh oh btw, i learned a new thing today! yey! its a disease called inferior complex. whereby this person who feels low of themself who will either place themself really really down then others or just step on others and make a fake so-called-positive aspect of themself when they are just not. haha. get me? lol. i learned it from tribz. cool uh? haha. nowadays everything is cool to us. hahah. and yes yes, as you thought, one of my "friends" got it. and i soooooooo cant stand her. haha. oopsie? neh.

today, we're having sports and wellness from 8-10am. it slike the first period with an hour break after that and then lesson till 6pm! haha. my friends and i decided to bathe after that long stinky gluey game which yes, my group won. haha. boo to tribz! haha. wait. no no. only i can "boo".
so yah, and the swimming pool toilet was under investigation. haha. like what the fuck? student having s/i in the toilet that is soooo not cool. not even at all. so yah. we kinda like called mr azlan to come down to the indoor sports centre to unlock the toilet door for us. good enough we manage to find a engineering lecturer to open the main door for us. haha. and all that azlan do was complain! grr. what's up with him and the F class?! if only we have "mr yam" contact. oooo he;'s so cute. haha. so yah, ther was this boys trying to get in the sports hall. haha a strong feeling that they're runnning away from lesson. haha. so we did a very clever thing and the boys were kinda mad at us. haha. but you know us, who the fuck give a boot about them?

oh oh, bingz and tribz and even me buffayz thought of going africa to study! haha. crazy right? that is soo US. yah, we're THAT crazy. and finally, im so gonna kick the phobia of being scared and legs started trembling me! yey. oh well, i hope i could. no no wait, i will!

okok. there's more stories to update and im just tirred and i so cant wait for friday.

i really really miss my boyfriend.

the craziest thing i will do, is to make love in spining giant tea cup.

2006-05-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

ah i just love weekends. hanging around and sleeping snorring till afternoon. hehe. okok.

just made nurul her own blog. haha. and yes, another one with the pink skins. haha. no offence.

supposed to went out with besti ramizah today, but something happens.

fights fights fights, i hate it. especially between my siblings. haiz. im sad.

im looking foward to going jb with azry... yey. like finally. okok bye.

off to doing my new blog. hehe. see ya!

2006-05-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

its lectures after lectures.

lessons after class.

hiatus.

update letter.

oh btw, Red Cross 100bucks in a week? and get to meet all around Asia?

woohooo. who would give me 100 bucks just like that? heh.

and btw. monday is coming. fyi. its 8 may.

celebration of freedome for some.

and yes. shopping i s the only way to celebrate.

dont get me?

heh. ok bye ass.

2006-05-01T10:14:00.000+08:00

Day Out Shopping With Bestie_.

hey! hehe. i have a sickness and im very sad. i don't even know where i get infected by? no, i don't think so its my sister eventhough im super close to her.

i`m suffering from the "need-to-buy-undies-and-more-undies" syndrome.

i need help. i need ALOT of help.

i`m actually planing on cutting money from my school daily spenses and even on anythin just to buy La Senza undies. haiz. what the hell is happening to me? i mean right now, really right now, i just woke up, didn`t even bathe or brush my teeth, but all im thiking of is getting dress and go out to buy the undies. why? help me.

ok. out with besti was A-Okay cause she was partially sick! haha. it's good enough that she went jogging with me. yup. im a good girl today. i did jogging. but thanks bestie for making me wait like 1 hour alone at the track and we jog in the hottttttttt! haha. and yet complained of being dark? mama u.

byw, supposed to go out today also. i need the BLOOD BROTHERS BAG! oh my god. super nice. if there's green, i wont mine spending 46 bucks! haha. i am such a spender. thank god azry is a saver. i mean he's like gonna do another bank account savings plan.. and i was like.. damm it.. for what? hehe.. and he replies.. "its for our future dear.." wooohooo.

okok. i really need to bathe. haha.

here are just some pics. we didnt spend much time taking pics cause we were bussy shopping for undies.. i mean really. okok stop it sue buffay.

and the saying goes...

i'll never ever ever be sicked and tired of buying more and more undies.

2006-04-29T17:21:00.001+08:00

hey. hehe. i cooked today! soup sotong ball and tahu. hehe. actually taught of adding brocoli to make it double healthy, but the brocoli got spoiled when i got got home somehow and my bro, he ate 2 tahuS! grr!
and in my whole life time, i talked back to him. hehe. he was like "ahhh mcm gini ahh pompan kene masakkkkkkk.." is he pathetic or what? and i was like .." elleh..abang tuh.. dapat duit progress package tak beli ape ape pon untuk rumah..." hehe. no you don't call that talking back or being rude? hehe. well, to me it is. cause its my frist time talking back. haha. i mean i'll usually shut up or just llook at him. hehe. and finnaly he ate my cooking while i bathe! haha see la. with me also wanna shy.

i've 2 good news! first, me and my friens agreed to go KL and shop august. haha. cause for ure info, August is like malaysia biggest sales hallo! but 1 problem, my boyfriend is coming and my bro was all angry. haha. what the hell....at finally he agreed. but on on condition.. my boyfriend and me must come for a lecture by him. yep. exactly what u're thinking! oh my god. i've awoken the tiger. oh no no. the lion.

next good news is my maklong or aunty is going to use my name to rent a place in this same block maybe. but much much higher level. all the lower levels are like full with drugs addicts. hate them. and not too high of course, cause ..well you know. so anything happen my bro will up in a minute. the bad news is, i neeed to be careful whoever i bring home. hehehe. u get what i mean. well, no hanky panky of course. 1 thing i'm worried about, the payment? cause my aunty will be here not all the time, mostly in malaysia.. hmm...the goos things is.. i can partayyyyyyy. oh no! no computeR? DAMMIT. i need to get one by the time i hit 21. hehe.

any sponsors are greatly welcome. =]'

just came back from NDP training. so tired i dunnoe why. cause we didnt do that much. lucky didnt bring swimming attire cause the pool is like lock. hello lifeguard.. lazy lazy. wish i had his contact number and i can call him whenever i wanna swim. hehe. damm, im really living in a world of my own. shucks. well, im in the Team Cheerioz. i had no idea why. but i love it. our group is super funny and the best thing of all, there's no menjens.hehe. ah ah naughty naughty..and thats 3 dollars i'll never forget. haha i can't wait for the practice at padang..i'll be able to see tha band! and i sooooooooooooo love it. i just hope my section of the padang will be a good one. oh by the way, where the hell are we having NDP this year? haha. things that im not looking foward to is the outfit. i need to wear bendenas! dont laugh aight. ahhh. oh well, at least i did something crazy this yr. haha

thinking about doing something crazy, sharon have decided that we took belly dancing classes. hehe. fun right? and next will be ball room dancing. woohooooo! crazy world, watch out of us.

seriously talking, im shit of all this bullshit in life. we need to get a life people. some mates have been asking me to go clubbing with them. haha. me? clubbing? i rather belly dance man. clubbing is a total out. no offence to clubbers. maybe its just not my type. cause its not fun, its waste of money except for lady's night, and it suck. haha.

and by the way, just to show u people out there, the person i love most is her.

she's my wonderful mother.
by the way, this is just a candid shot.

she's much much more beautiful.
okok. and the quote for today is:

i'm sick and tired of being ..sick and tired. =]'

2006-04-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

hey! today is a productive day for me. applause please. =]'

first of all, i cleaned after days in kampong. haha. i don't know why or what have come into me. its like the lazyness disease is out. its just that i can see dirty.. its like me being dirty. and it is and absolute no no for the queen. haha. what self proclaim? neh. thats nurul. im just being me. =]'

and then i did facial. and of course, by the woman who taught me so many things, my elder sister Suryati Saat. see that nurul? oh who by the way claims that she is cute? haaaaaaaaa. yela tuh makcik. and i feel nice. fresh. and sexxxxay. haha.

last but not least, i did kickboxing. as it was raining, i didnt manage to jog. and thanks to azry and ramizah for not waking me up in the morning. haha.

last of all, i bought a secret agent. well my sister and me half half. haha. and just wait for the results! lost? thats good.

ADA Band. they are marvellous. but still, my kyo is still the apple of my eye. =]'

oh oh. i gotta say this. black nails? pink and black nails? tappered pants? koyak2 pants? super super thick blacks liners? black lipstick?

what the fuck is this? wannabes? or just posser? i saw this girl in you know the punk rockers outfit.. i was errmm... well its her choice.. but once she opened her mouth and talk.. oh my god. minah to the max. please la people. untill when will u guys realise? i know you guys mightt think who am i to say? freedom of speech it is. thus, whose webby are u reading by the way? heh. okayy.

im thinking of visitng the dentist with azry. he has not checked his teeth for like 10 yrs? oh my god. please dear please do it for meeeeeeeeee. and im thiking of visiting the barber! haha. amyyyyy please trim off my splitsss endss! and made them never to come back! heeeeee. can i?

oh. i've watched a couples of movies. i've watched Ice Age 2, The Wild, Eight Below, Constant Gardener, Buli Balek and yes Into The Deep. haha. wow. going back kampong is like soooo worth it.

and yah. my bestie ramizah is like working around the clock. thank god i've booked her this sunday and monday for shopping. bestie can u please don't work but still get the pay and give me free cooffees? thanks.

ok bye.

much loves.

ps: nurul, i just gotta say this. sorry if i hurt you terribly. i don't have any bad intentions of breaking ure heart . in life, we just have to accept the reality and face the fact that im cuter than u!

okhay bye!

2006-04-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

hi.

yes. im back from hiatus mode and yes back from kampong.

didn't take much pic cause im too lazy to buy film, to lazy to ask my bro for his digi cam and yup i have yet to buy my new mobile. haha. okok.

i need to wake up. i need to buy undies n bras. uniformS. tabby book. and first and for most cloths!

good good news. azry told me that he doesnt have to pay his friend money as he will be using hie mp3 money to pay him means there's enough for us to enjoy! and yes. hotel-ling is out. and yess.. resort-ing is in! haha. dun get what i mean? go bang ure head. i just cant wait!!!

im so happy azry and his family like ubi. at least all my sweats and shouting and pulling out the ubi is all worth while! =]' hee. just came back from azry's house. went to their house via woodlands checkpoint. hehe. im still tired. well, here are some of the pictures.

staying at kampong really does me good. i mean i've been starting to solat limer waktu. not that im bragging, just that its a achievement that i've always wanted. here in sg, it's quite hard to achieve that. i know i know you'll say when there's a will there's a way, its abit hard ok. plus i started mengaji. hehe. and guess who teach me? its my mom's elder sister's little brother's daughter and son. get it? its mohd zulfadli and nur shairah age 6 and afad is primary 4! haha. im so ashamed. well, i guess its never too late to learn right? and the two kiddos were like "akak salah tuh akak ada. ...mcm gini lah akak ada.. aper la aka ada nie..." oh no no. and azry has agreed to coach me in my religion studies and yes reading the murkaadam again and the Al'Quran. and i wanna say taziah to Tun Baba who dies out of complications medical conditions of his liver, lungs and kidney if im not mistaken. he is a poor boy but yet a minister . isnt it a wow? i really need to solat the lima waktus in sg.

2nd achievement is that i've eaten my ikan sembilang. mu unggah(my mom's sister) is such a love. she's like a role model in life. but yes of course, my mom is still my one and foremost rolemodel. hmm.

3rd achievement! hehe. i baked kuih! kuih tart for my boyfriend. and he imeediately ate them once i ahnded him the tau-pa-weh. hehe.

thus, i need to brush up my religion studies. thanks to National Geographic, i know know the life of jessus which is Nabi Isa and the real fact! haha. and yes, i gootta say, it scares me. thanks to my sister, she bought this Al"Quran which has jawi and malay..and it made me understand way way more and my heart just pound very hard and heavely when i read it. hmm?

ooo yah. i couldnt sleep yesterday night. till 3 am and im still awake. i dun't know if its me or my mom's snoring. hehe. and the sweetest thing is, she tepok me to sleep. ahaha. my mom is such a darl. im like turning 18 soon and she still calls me baby mammy or darling mammy.. hehe. oh gosh.

im trying to code up the blury effects for te wording and not for the pictures. any help from u out there?
im tired.

guess im back on hiatus mode? haha.

we'll see.

nah!

its kinda blur due to the lousy mobile phone. is my house nice? yeah. it is!

haha. do you love it? the words oh hubab. okok.

what the hell. bye guys.

my bro is bringing his friend back to kampong. wonder will i ever bring mine?

and yah. few more days to 8 may! and we'll be like wooo-hooo! haha.

what the hell.

2006-04-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

okok. i got to do something about my life. i need to do something really exciting and that is good for my health.

not that smelling and cuddling with my bantal busuk does not good. it really does though.

but still something new. guess i just need to wait for the release of my boyfriend. haha. i so cant wait for my birthday and especially my annivesary. i love my boyfriend much. okok enough enough. i dont want to be one of those girls bragging on and on about how the feel. i dowanna make it too sweet for you diabetics out there. ;]' cheers.

okok. i was hurt. a little i guess. by those words. i mean what the hell did i done wrong? naah.

so 2nd year. i really need to stop drooling and sleeping in lecture. the question is.. how? haha. more candys? that'll just keep me concetrating on the sweets. oh shucks. am i prepared to be a full time nurse? if so.. haha i need mdm tan. haha. thinking back, getting a A for clinical pratice is deep shit. means 2nd year posting i need to be "up-to-standard" and that means no slacking around even for a while. need to be 100% tip-top. oh shucks. okok enough about school.

its my school holidays for heaven sake.

so yups. going back to kampong with my sister. as usual she'll be back in sg more faster then i'll do. i guess she'll be in kampong for like 3 days and me like 6-7 days. ahh. haha. and for your information, my sister , she ditched me today. she promised jogging with me but she went out with her boyfriend. and when i asked het to bring me go catch a movie , Eight Below, she replied"no moneeeyyy laaa" . and look where she is now? hmm! shouldn't have waited for her at Strip getting her hairy legs done. guess im blessed. syukur that my legs are far off less hairy then hers. haha. okok. evil sue. so yah.

going to start a new. a brand new blog with my boyfriend. so its better, i dont have to go to his to read. u noe me.

pure lazinness.

we're thinking of a addy and the layout of the blog. so stay tuned aye?

much love,

2006-04-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

hie hie. newsflash. tribbz got a crush on sebastian. hehe. so cute right? haha.

for those who don't know any of them.. get lost.

well, went for the briefing for the ndp. and my group was like eeee.

and the minahs and mats. oh my god.

hearing them talking its like my ears bleeding.

what syndrome do i have?

does this mean i have to wear ear plugs to ndp training?

oh god god. help me please.

okok. i miss my boyfriend.

2006-04-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

ok. whoever saw the video, im not trying to be cute ok. its suppose to be lame and dumb. like me! haha.haha. alonggg..its suppose to be bitchy n mentel.

oh.

all mala's fault. she and her hp shot!

i've been trying to edit my layout.. wat more shall i change?

and where's evryone?

oh. btw.i got selected for the ndp motivators. haha. yups yups. me bing and tribz!

yeah. we are soo gonna rock ndp night. haha.

much love'

2006-04-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

today marked the end of year 1 of my nursing semester. and yes, the end of attachment. and guess what? i practially miss mdm tan my teacher. haha. do you believe that. well, being last minute decission, we bought canadian pizza! 2 for 1 !!hehe. and my bet i ordered the sucky bbq chiken pizza. well, serve you guys right..when asked all say any flacour. how am i supposed to noe. oh well, we finished all the pizaa btw! hehe. and i ate only 2 ok? and shared with miss yourui. haha. fun fun. we took pics. but this is just 1/4 of the pic we took. most of them is with ismah. 3 videos up! all in my stickam ok? we played billard..but pool game. get me? yah at the staff lounge. so fun. and the rider. hehe. cute. but my bf cuter!

just imagine all the shorties nurses ( me included lar) trying to play billard. haa. ya ya. well many candid shot all with ismah. haha. post up once receive aye?

so yar..here's just a lilttle preview...

i love them and of course the best teacher, mdm tan li min!

love you cher and as you said..

"it's a pleasure to meet you".. always

2006-04-10T08:54:00.000+08:00

ok. posted thrice. oopsie. my bet. so yah. i deleted the pic and made a better one. so here u go. me and my bestiesss!

much love.

2006-04-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

"in relationship, women going around thinking "we" as in him and i. but men, going around thinking "we" as in me and my dick"

-sex and the city

have i been watching way too much of sex and the city? or just the sentence just make sense? if so, is my boyfriend like that?
heh. not. kan dear?

oh well. azry is going to kl in june. so sad. if only their family were away and i got azry all to myself. i hate sharing him. haha. yeah im selfish. selfish in bed. okok. cut the crap. i undersetand he and his family need to spend some quality time. but i need to ok. the only thing im happy about is he is going to buy me lots of thing. well, not lots la. watch. ring. 3 packs of famous amos. haha. slipers. sweat shirt. haha. okok. its not confirm yet ok. am i a bad gf? haha. screw u.

ook. bored. was thinking of making mdm tan a card, but lazinnees took the very best of me. and i just cant stop watching sex and the city. i mean i apparently pause everytime not 100 percent of my attention is on tv. like u noe picking something up. haha. yah its even a 2 seconds. how nuts am i? i just love being a cancerian. trying to be prefecionist, not. trying to be the blue crab, not. ahhh. okok. here is wat i did today. walla!

2006-04-08T19:33:00.001+08:00

2006-04-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

2006-04-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

A Clap from ADON.

A clap and praises from adon! how kembang can that be? and yes. its my cubicle! me ismah and of course the thorns among the roses, jun de the david. i have no reason, but he gave all the girls a chill. i think even staff nurse Ivan. eeeyer! and i soooooo wanted to tell mdm tan that ADON praises us and gave us a clap. but nope. as long as i and HIM know. its A-okay. and staff nurse siti was like "ohh im so proud" yah right! haha. i guess arranging all the cardiac tables pays alot. yah yah. just as easy as that!

ok. azry is back and thats why im on a hiatus.

went to azry house yesterday. ate pizza and wrestled. its not fair ok! but still, i always win. haha. and XboX racing game, i won like 2-0. haha. actually the no matter how many rounds he won, its still counts as zero. haha. and i so like the tigar car! hehehe. love love. and hes getting 9000 bucks and going to start work. i soo cant wait for the time to come.

my birthday and of course, our annivesarry. stay tuned!

btw, going back school on wed. hope its good.

oh and by the by the way, rebonding hair? is not my hair even thoug i did it. and this is why, sometimes people go to the same salon and not be an itchy butt like i dunnoe who. me?

2006-03-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

i really really really super really really really really and super really soon and really really really need to

J O G !

JO G!

spell it

with me..

j o g!

runnnn sueee runnnn!!!!

2006-03-26T10:36:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ahh. i so wanna be the ndp motivators man.

sawww him. i sawwww him. and im so happy. haha. yah. its fauzi laili. he n his gf. ahh. why are all the cute guys attached?

hehe. dear.. u are more cuter tau. love love.

good news. azry might be getting out 31st this mth. but probation till 8 may i guess. pathetic kan? -.-" wanted to ask him out for a suprise bdae.. ahhhhhhh....

im pissed. im angry. im sad.

all because i dont have money to buy that stupid-idiot-very-very-very-nice ZARA skirt! and that stupid-but-super-cool-nice-expensive mobile phone! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

money is the road of all evil?

or issit me being to stuboorn. but i really need to shop!

thanks to my sister, i only got 1 top from ZARA.

i need money. =(

oh yah. did i tell you about my dream? i dreamt that Peirre Png's mom was admitted to the ward im attached to. and somehow he was advising me how nursing is very suitable for me. and he hug me. andwe look at each other.and then the very very very dear diary moment spoilt when mdm tan got into the picture and scolded me. btw, i told him that i was his fan and he wrote a note to me. i kept it in my pocket and be on my duty. but somehow i cant read what he wrote. its was blur. then i woke up. and i got the worst headache ever. hah. whats theh supposed to mean?

im soo mad.

2006-03-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

10 Things I Hate About you

I hate the way you talk to me,

And the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,

And the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way your always right.

I hate it when you lie

.I hate the way you make me laugh,

Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when your not around,

And the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

Not even close,

Not even a little bit,

Not even at all.

~Kat's poem from "10 Things I Hate About You"~

i love it.

2006-03-25T10:50:00.000+08:00

i admit. i admit!

i've got a sickness. i got the undies syndrome.
all thanks to all the fahionist who fashion nice bras n panties!
now i need a job. i know im busy....
but i need money to buy the nice panties n bras. i got really upset and sad when i cant buy the undies. its super super super nice! i rather not have clothes to wear, but wear all the undies. ahhhh. im so sad right now.

i need the undies n bras!! there are so nice!

and i cant wait to shop undies and bras with tribs!

2006-03-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

stubborn little me.

i saw it. 688 bucks. and i cried because i cant get it. i want it. but i cant have it. i have no cash. attachment money? it'll be years before i get the money. haiz. im so sad. futhermore i accompany my sister buy her ass 6280 which turn out to be kinda cool. and im more sad. my sister feel bad cause she cant buy it for me. haiz. sad sad. on the way, we realised that both of us have no house key. my 1st bro work night shift. 2nd bro was at APM. now, this is why people dont have bros. ahhh. luckily, my sister's bf got a copy. if not. hah. we'll be like the minahs sleeping on the staircase which is so not not cool.

i want that devil. im begining to like the pink colour of it. but still, sure alot of girls will buy that. ahh.

i hate being the unique n weird me.

NDP motivators. we were not inform by our lecturer. i want to go just because of the goodie bag. thinking back, me dancing in front of thousands of the sg-eans? hah. no no. i'll proberly be sitting in one of the corners eating ice cream. -.-" which will then be caught. hah.

ahh. today. out with my sister n her bf. and 2 more other couples.

if only my boyfriend can come. -.-"

i love my sister. but i hate her when she's cranky.

oh well, that's what sister means.

2006-03-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

do you believe in soulmate?

i dont. well i think i dont till i saw this guy friendster account. haha. i know you think im mad just because of his friendster accout i said his my soulmate? well, its not that i think he is my soulmate. just that what ever he wrote in the account really reflects me myself. i was shock. its like there's two of me in the world. the exact me. and i just realise, he is my classmates boyfriend. coincedence? hah. shock. but oh well. just for your info.

ahh. i need azry. i wonder if he receives all my letters. i yet waiting for his reply. haiz.

well, im being a good good girl today. im going joggin today! haha. charging my mp3 to full batt. haha.

ok. poor tribbiani. next week we'll swim aye. have fun @ the church! haha. and exercising at @ the fitnees corner. hah. yeah you know what i mean.

off to jogging.

2006-03-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

i fell.

i fell ok. i fell on all fours in front of the nuh bustop with the bus 97 double decker there. so when i look up. all the people from the upper level saw me. and i just stood up, put my senget uniform properly and walk coooly to the bus. haha. and thanks to ismah for the laugh!

backstabbing. you never knew who will do it to you. and trust me, it hurts,. all i wish for her to be fucked upside down and tell the whole world that she cried just because teacher confronted her. haha. think you with all the tatoos and piercing and rebbeling attitude will make you a "sister" some day? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i hope not!

okok. im bad. but she started it okay!

ahh. going to sleep. oh god when will it be 8 may???

i need my boyfriend ok.

stupid u.

tribbbbbbbbbbb!! lets go swimming lar.

sick and tired of being sick and tired.

2006-03-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

.Work Politics.

i guess its a life thingy. but it totally sucks. mdm tan. Oh she's such an inspiration. i love the way she stand tall firm whenever people try to take her down. and thats what i need for myself. i feel like crying when was talking to her just now. haiz. now i understand why is she so stressed. which made me more stress. haiz. still. mdm tan, is like the perfect teacher. thats what i feel. but i couldnt believe "she" ( not mdm tan) behave so seriously about this. haiz. wish i could spilt out the situation. buts its just between me and mdm tan.

dear, i need to spilt it out and i need youu.. ahh. write you a letter ok?

missing azry so bad. never did i miss someone like i miss him. btw, im sure some of you come over his face and faizal's face again in the newspaper. ahh. thanks to all those wrote in. thanks. but just one thing?

can you get him out of there?

hehe. okok. i heard we start school @ 2 may! thats a wohhoo man.

thought of reboning my hair that period. but lets face it. its a holiday which means alot of swimming., then how? ahhhhh...

tribbianinnnni! swimm ah.

2006-03-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Sex and the City

im so addicted to it. the show is so damm good. it teaches me alot about life, relationship and yes especially sex. the Do's and Dont's.. haha. my sis just bought the uncute version of the 1st episode and i've spend a whole lot of this morning to complete watching all the episodes. haha. actually i was just bored waiting for the time to meet sharon and swim. haha. and we're swimming again this weekend. maybe jog too. we'll see.

next i want is Grey's Anatomy season 1. its only less than 30 bucks. ands its uncut imported from america. of course with visa. ahh. if only i have money.

we swam @ bukit batok swimmming complex. nice place. just one problem. way too much kids and dadies n mummies. err. and the ketp jumping into the pool eventhough sharon and i were just by the side talking. every five mins the kids will jump in and the water will splash @ us. we kept changing place. still the same. -.-" haha. we achieved something ok. sharon manage to swim under my legs! isnt that like so cool. haha. and practice diving till the bed of the pool. hello, the pool is like 1 metre high. hehe. dont laugh ok.at least sharon can swim the paddling-with-the-straight-hand method. hehe. just that she needs to take in more air. breathe sharon breathe...

monday

a new day @ ward 58. quite nice the staff. damm relax. i think 44 is much more busier. and 58 is an oncorchology ward. iits just one day @ the ward and it open my eyes to the reality. how much you must treasure each and everyday of your life. the first thing i realise when i step into the ward, was how tence it was. i mean condition wise. most patient are all bald. haiz. i feel so sad. ahhhh... i think i just need nokia 3250 and that zara pants and to rebong my hair to cheer me up.

volunteer anyone???

2006-03-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey. went shopping with my sister. actually just her. im just being her financial person. i tell her what to buy..what not to buy., haha.. just one problem. when i tell her to buy something thats for me..she dowan! now what am i for sis? haiyah.

ok. im so broken hearted.

Escada island kiss is only 58 bucks. haiz. sad sad.

and that zara pants! super nice but 48 bucks.

and i rebonding 100 nett. but didnt manage to see what products they use.

hah. am i materialistic? well.. for me i guess so. really eh? am i? but for guys. neh. i dun think so kan dear? haha.

okok. im going to watch Big Momma for the 2nd time again. haha.

i just loves her big ass and her cheerleader. update again later kays.

btw the stickcam cool right? haha. ellehhh..

feel free to feast ureself kays. meanwhile just 3 songs its illegal you know. dear know he'll kill me. you know? even when u buy a cd thats original and let it to someone is illegal. whjat the fuck. haha.. tired la shop.

i ate @ cafe marche. superrr nice!!! hah. buttt...

okok. show has started. oh by the way!

im going shopping with tribbianin tomorrow!! just love her!

2006-03-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

hei. ok. ive decided. i dont think im going to be a staff nurse . and yes i still wanna pursue my studies. so yah. think what you wanna think.

-.-"

yupps. my last day @ ward 44. hmmm. im so dissapointed. how can they treat patients like that? renal failure ley. restricted fluid sommore. wahhsey. im so ashame. and its my team. luckily not my shift. but as the leader of the group. yep. i just got a scolding from mdm tan. haiz. haiz. haiz. and its the 1st time i heard the full blast ampiflier of mdm tam. but as she knows that im not involve, she cut me some slack. but still, i pity the staff nurse in charge. get lectured in front of everyone by the medical team & surgeon. tell me how you feel if its you? and the patient? who the heck is going to give him a kidney if he's kidney failed due to our poor nursing? oh god. im so sad. but thank god he did fine and now he's restricted fluid is @ 1.5 litre.

so next is @ ward 58. got the nyps team that was same ward as my team last time. so yey for that. they are just fun and crazy. sometimes, i onder, why other ITE nursing students give my friends and i a stare when we were very closed to the nyps.? whats got into you people? they are people arent there??

well. no offence. but still i wonder whats wrong with the ngee an nursing students? they think they are so big fuck. walking around in their oversized uniform of too-tight-uniform with their sloppy hair skipping their way to the canteen. and then my prayers were answered. Andy the nurse educator saw them and give them a scold. yey for that. haha. of cos my friend and i also get scolding but only because we were eating fruits while walking. parently, thats not professional to them. -.-" well, we just continue eating when he's gone. haha.well about the ngee an, who am i to say? butt, thats just what i feel. =)

so i heard azry's dad, mom n lil bro visited him. haiz. i dun think i'll ever get to visit. i just missed him and i hope he'll get my letters. =(

ok. im off to bed now. im just a lilttle sad. but im happy cause i've completed my 42 skills! but thats only 75%. i need to finished the whole book! hehe. and yes as the words of mdm tan, "maintain my standard" ahh..nursing is so hard. phew.

2006-03-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

im so SHAG nowadays. really i tell you... haiz.
i hate being leader.. wonder how along feels being leader for 2 teams..haha..well.. just awake.. and was freshen up by along's blog.. the song i mean. hehe. well.. 2 more days @ ward 44. im gonna miss them. they are the best ward so far! with all the 5 staff pregnant..hehe.. so funnny..

well supposed to go swimming with trib..but she got a headache. poor thing.. hope she feels better now.

im so happy you know. know why? eheh. cos today wati and i sponge one of our patient mr ong. haha. i dunnoe what the night shift are doing, no matter how they sponge he stills smells. and the face they just leave it like that. hehe. so we took a long 2hour to clean this patient of mine up! ah ah. we didnt use towels.. we use the soap itself! haha. and mdm tan came she could smeell the freshness of mr ong! haha. wait and i feel so satisfied and so happy. u could imagine what we did. we even soak his feet and scrub it! haha. after that when i asked him who bathe him.. he said " lu laa" haha. yey! mission acomplished. btw, his kiv home. cause modern medication aint working and the family wanna bring him back home to malaysia and try traditional medicine. ahh. i hate ca pt. it breaks my heart.

another mission that i accomplished is to get mr leong another patient of mine to sing! hehe.this patient is confuse ..which is always fun to talk to! haha. and being the usual naughty me.. i told him to sing for us before he leave. hehe. and he sang "my bonnie lies over the ocean" hehe. but with an outbeat n no-correct-lyrics. hehe. and when he;s son came..he told them we were his ACS junior..ahah currenty he was a teacher for Anglo Chinese School. and English teacher. no wonder he always correct my english.haha. buts hes fun fun! he always got this glass that he holds it his hand according to him. but there isnt. so when u tapped his hand.. he'll shout "eh! dont do that! you broke my $750 glass cup!" hehe. wow. eventhough confused..he must be in the richest side of the lala land. hehe.

well. i my friends. i miss lepaking and luffink @ cafe. crapping. haiz. life life.

come la lets go UK!

so sicked & tired of local life..

sharon! when is the next flight to uk??

book it!

2006-03-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

i just hate girls. i mean yupss me myself sometimes. but today, while walking home i realised what a sin i've been doing all my life. so i said to myself..i gotta grow up and changed. and to my horror.. yupps. i did! hehe. dear hug! i've grown up. haha.

i just hate girls who just lurves pin pointing others back when she herself is one. and when the tchers or any other "high-heads" come..and there she goes.. volurteering herself, pretending she's "doing her job, talk like as if she knew it so well when she know nuts about it and what i cant take it is that she likes making others feeling guilty for the sake of her happyness.

she really take people misery as a satification for her.

and isnt that just a shamed and downgrade for girls that is soo unlike her? aww. and being the leader, is quite hard. and the blurry me. shud i do this..shud i do that? well..u know me? ahh.

*slap self forehead*

i just cant stand the her..and its not only me..believe me. and it just hurts me when my friends ditch me and LIED a fake reason that she cant meet us just so that she can go out with her guy. its not that i dowan them to be together..im happy they're together..but to the extend of ditching ure frens n lieing to them when u had promised them.. -.-" haiz. its just hurts. and somehow, i cant wait to see her hurt! hah. im pure evvil am i? well..what the fuck. i just cant tahan anymore. i've hurt enough by my team ward and others. i've learned the hard way..and the only person who can cures my misery will be huggin me after 8may. so from now till then.. im gonna be a little evil. hehe. if u noe wat i means.

well at ward, the so called surgeon wanna be mss gurdeessh kaur did an "suppose-to-be-sterile-but-not-sterile" procedure for my tiny little cute abssess on my elbow. and lucky i took norma saline and not chlorhexidine. she rub it so hard that i kept shouting. and lucky left 2 pt in room. 1 went endoscopy, 1 haemodylasis. 1 asleep and vye rern was watching tv. so i think we're quite safe. hehe. ok la. think im gonna write letter AGAIN to my boyfren. aww miss him. this is the time wheere u wish like forwarding time.

anyone have the remote?

haha. oh shucks.

2006-02-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

since ure gone, i used to hide myself n bottled everything inside me.

with you, i used crap, gossip and live fearless

Oh how much i NEED u.

btw, im gonna write to u okays?

2006-02-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

hey. i've watched Final Destination 3. heh. they changed the actors. ah damm. i was expecting the same guy. -.- ah. its ok. watched with sharon. we were so scared. haha. and like covering half of our face. haha. i sat beside this two guy, and was telling sharon that the show is scary.. and the malay guy interupted..

"padehal ni bukan criter hantu siak" erh.

newsflash! was i talking to u? heh.

sharon was telling us how people always look down on us. and her aunt wanted to introduce her to this guy and tell her to get married. haha. sharon just tell her off and hung up the phone. lols. u go girl.

well, sharon give me a good idea about what to buy for azry's b'dae present. i've decided to get 23 little presents and put it in a big box. lols. now, all i got to do is get the 23 ilttle presents. erks. =/

so far, i've got less then 10! lol.

1) " i love my prince" mittens for baby.
2) a black wallet with our picture in it.
3) a small milk bottle with small rolled-up papers saying what i love about him
4) a small box of pattern condoms. lol
5) a pink hanky that he MUST use
6) a deoderant thats of my choice
7) a poem on a cat postcard
8) crazy n sexy photos of me. haha!

sommore...give me ideas pls..thanks

2006-02-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

went to take my 3dr and LAST Hep B jab. -.-" so many patients with Hep B carrier nowadays. haha. i freaked myself out. hahas. btw, i want that hp. nice rite? pls pls pls help me. If only dear were here..

his mom called me yest. i think so. i was awaken by her call. and u now me. i doesnt know what i talk when im that sleepy. just worried if i've said anything stupid to his mom. i hope not. *finger cross* i so badly want to see him n hug him.

i miss being dokong by him. =( really.

well, went straight home after the jab. all the way to bedok. i so feel wana take cabby home. but need to save money,. haiz. maybe i didnt ate anything in the morning. i guess so. oh silly me. -.- and i didnt get to meet along n others for the VSA. i miss 2 weeks. shucks. surely they'll be mad at me. haha. im soo doom.

since dear's gone for a while, i've no one to turn to. no one to gossip. haha. and no one to manje with. the only one i can manje to is this cat taht usually come to my house. but she'll keep running when i kiss kiss her. oh damm cat. wish i had my late cat, bobby alive again. haiz. life life. no comments. ok i need to rest. been feeling sicky nowadays. tmr meeting the ladies celebrate sharon's b'dae. dear b'dae is coming and i cant even see him. =( but still, im tryiing to made his pressie. it seem so hard. i wanna hand made pressie. hmmm.. now where shud i start?
*doozz off -_____- zzZZZzzZzZ*

2006-02-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

im saving up money to buy this.

and if any of my friends buy it first.

im gonna so slaap he/she to death.

so pls let me buy first ok?

thanks. loved.

2006-02-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

`-UM SO LOST._

How much longer must i wait?

im so lost.

i need u dear. =(

cant wait for u to come back.

everyday i prayed, cried before sleep.

and when im awake the next moment, i checked my hp if u had called or msg me. and its so tiring knowing that its not u who msg or called me.

to tell the truth, with u gone for a while, my hp seems so useless.

see how much i need u dear? where are u?

i need you. *tears*

btw, work is great. my feet ache like crazy. haiz. ive been saving my allowance..but somehow the seem to finish. why eh? ayang!

haiz. im tired. lost. and so in love with azry.

2006-02-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

anyone noes where i can print coloured pictures? i mean reall quality ones. i wanna made him a gift. and u noe..he's into the quality..if not..haha..yah..but i need to print out our pics. thinking of printing at sch, but only black n white. hmm. my sis? i dun think she will entertaint me. hmmm. photoshop? need to burn to cd right? can i just print from my photobucket? haha. really. anyone who noes..or volunteer.. haha.. please help me ok? thanks.

btw, im wwearing NUH doc's uniform. haha doctor botak take it for us. oh how sweet. till now i still dunnoe what is his name. we called him dr botak. ha ha. well.

~~life~~ sucks without azry around. im missing him so bad. =(

*tears*

sue buffay

2006-02-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

im a zombie since he's gone.

im just waiting to go back to campus.

cause by then, dear will be back.

huggin me once again. oh damm u ~~rules.~~

why must it be him. there's many millions more out there. =(

ah shucks. dvds after dvds. im tired of pressing "play"

how many more dvds must i watched to complete this

4 very-long-stupid-dull-boring-sad-lonely-and-ass months?

ahhhhhhh.. ! to hear me scream, bang ure head agains the wall.

i have no idea what im updating. i know he's in. but somehow im still waiting for his call or sms.

*knocked self head*

btw, out of boredom, me and my sis planned our weddding. hah. and there's this wedding under my block which i thought was quite nice..but then i saw this kuda kepang girls/minahs dancing while the bride n groom walking..and i was likee oooo its a no no. not cool. no hard feelings to those who likes..but me n my sis was like dummed out. hah. its not our wedding btw. was bloghopping..envy someone. she's so beautiful n happy. haiz.

god, when will it be my turn? will i have one? even a moment?

fuck off,
sue buffay

2006-02-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

saddened by what happen.
i think u guys know what happen.
was locked out yest and i feel so scared.
usually when i got locked out of my hse, i went to ntuc and shops while waiting for my siblings to come home..but yest i felt so alone.. im so scared without azry by my side.. haiz. =(

why do i have to go through this test??

and im so mad at the camera man. well, i guess its their job but still, i hate the one who shot azry. =(

saddness fill me in.

haiz. think i wont be blogging much.
much loves.
sue buffay.

"ayang, i'll be waiting for u ok? then we go KL together at the end of this yr. muacks. love you."